Well I have to admit I am very shocked in a good way. I don't know if it's partly due to the very positive mental outlook I have decided to adopt the last few months or what but I feel fucken great and haven't lost shit of strength, yet. Just a little soft in the middle but I can still see a division down the middle of my abs (something new to me) and my arms are still in 21" range (no dedicated arm day either

). And, this is after over a month of no test (Feb 7 was last pin). I opted to use HCGenerate (5 caps ED)/HCG (250iu's 2x/week)/Post-cycle (3caps ED) the last 4 weeks of my cycle. The HCG started 7 days after last Test shot 250iu's EOD for 7 shots at which point I also started Formenstane (Comp Edge) at 2 pumps AM/2 pumps PM along with Unleashed and my favorite of all favorites, Alpha Sustain (oral version) in the AM and PM which I am still doing to this day
( just took a shot of Sustain and rubbed on the Formestane right before I logged on). I also was running to the topical Alpha Sustain during the first 8 week blast of this 20 week cycle.
My cycle constisted of:
Weeks 1-8 Test E 300mgs twice a week and Deca 300mgs once a week
weeks 9-12 Test E 150mgs twice a week
Weeks 13-20 Sus at 250mgs twice a week (personal preference for me)
Post cycle lifts are still strong. I am now using 315lbs as my work out weight for inclinine bench (pre-cycle was about 250lbs) and still using 365lbs as a work out weight for flat (usually 5x5 although I can go as high as 3x8). Deadlift is still strong at 650lbs for 3 reps and I squated 570lbs for 3 good reps to parrallel 2 days ago.
Like I said, I think my positive mental outlook is helping but to my logic there is no denying that your stuff along with Nelson, Comp Edge, and Primordial Performance's was instrumental in helping me achieve a soft landing off my very long cycle. Oh and I did not use any Clomid or Nolvadex which I was really scared of not using. I have always used Nolva even though it made me feel like shit while using it and being that I was on so long I was tempted to use Clomid because my nuts were starting to shrink during the beginning/middle of the second blast. That is when I started using HCGenerate along with the standard HCG protol and Post cycle and they were almost full size by the end of the 20th week. Right now they are a lil on the larger-than-normal size but I aint complaining.
Thanks for the advice N2.