Week 3 -- FRIDAY
Possibly the most frustrating workout ever.  I was livid.
Squat: 135x8x2, 185x5, 225x5 275x5, 315x5x2
-So I squat wrong too.  My BBer buddy said I have "duck butt", meaning at the bottom I rotate my hips so the bottom goes forward and the top goes back.  I used to do it worse and thought I fixed it.  His comment was unprompted, so obviously it's readily apparent.  So I went down and held my arch tight, which felt different but I have to admit I think it's right - more hams/glutes, less low back involvement.  It cost me a couple inches of depth, but I was still below parallel.  Maybe I'll gain some flexibilty aling the way.  Seriously I can't believe i've been lifting this long and just learned how to squat/DL.  Irritating  
 Bench "5x5"
 
Bench "5x5": warmup to 280x5, x4, quit
-pissed.  Just plain pissed.
Power clean  : 135x5, quit
-Back hurt pretty bad.  Pissed.
Grip work :  5 triples/hand with CoC#1 
-Def. stronger since last workout with it
I attempted to do HIIT cardio but I locked up three treadmills before I conceded that I was too heavy to use the POS treadmills at this gym at 9 mph.  So I did 20 mins. of brisk walking, then stretched for a good ten minutes and left.  Pissed.
Bitch/moan session: going on 20 hours now
-So I'm left wondering WTF I should do.  I tend to think I'm in overreaching based on my bench "performance".  I thought the gear would be in effect by now.  I know it's real - the prop is leftovers from my last cycle (at the end of which I weighed 262 pounds) and I made the tren myself for the second time.  I mean, I'm hard to rattle but I'm beside myself with frustration at the moment.  I'm thinking that doing squats/deads properly will mean taking a dip in weight short term, and then watching 'em soar.  So that's not such a big deal, but now my program is FUBAR at the moment.
I may switch over to Westside and see how that goes.  Or I'll take it easy w/ a two-session week, then hit it hard again.
Also, I took some measurements just for grins and my arms are a bit over 17" (up 1/4" in 10 days), and my right thigh is at 28" (up 1").  I have ZERO visible bloat.  So why the fuck is my strength down?  Hopefully this is an anomaly, or I started the run too fatigued (which is probably it, really).  But seriously, it's been ten days since I started my shots and I'd have thought the shit would be in full swing by now.  It 
is a much lower dose then last time, but why hypertrophy and no strength?  Oh yeah, my weight's up too - to 245 - and I'm eating 
less.  Intercellular water gain?
I'm fuggin' LOST.