The flaws and contradictions within man made religions cause me to question them. I was raised Catholic, and in theory Christianity is a good moral compass. The world is a complicated place though. I believe God gave people brains to use for themselves, to draw their own conclusions as far as logic and rationale will take them.
I look at it as a "learning curve"
it time the contradictions and hypocrisies will be washed away....
either through learning, logic, ideally
and possibly mercy, forbearance or forgiveness
I pray that good people with good intent find their way
does it sometime suck to be in the process, you bet ya...........