PCT Fail, severe depression ever since

[Tony6225]

About three months ago I chose to do a mild cycle of dplex with Novedex-XT as a PCT. I only did two weeks on the dplex then decided the side effects were not worth it so I cut it off. After doing about two weeks of Novedex and hitting the weights really hard I felt fine.

Out of nowhere I found out that a friend of mine committed suicide. I was pretty down in the dumps about it for a little over a week but have since moved on. The problem is that I havent worked out since. Ive been on an emotional roller coaster ride that is leaveing me extremely depressed sometimes. I'm starting to believe that I never actually recovered from that short cycle.

Does anyone have any advice? Any help is much appreciated.

 

[rich_89]

Sorry to hear this bro.

But i would definitely suggest that it is the tragic loss of your friend causing this, not the backlash of your short cycle. Else why would you have felt fine prior to your friends demise?

Motiviation once lost is hard regained. Just got to look forward and i'm sure you will pull through.

 

[Tony6225]

Im actually worried that I didnt make a full recovery. I have almost no libido. I can look at my hot girlfriend naked and i dont feel very turned on like i used to be. My testicles are still sort of shrunk as if im nearing the end of a cycle still. I feel as if Im suffering what an addict goes through after messing up his natural chemical balance. If in fact I did not make a full recovery, what steps should I go about taking? Thanks for the quick reply btw.

 

[RADAR]

Im actually worried that I didnt make a full recovery. I have almost no libido. I can look at my hot girlfriend naked and i dont feel very turned on like i used to be. My testicles are still sort of shrunk as if im nearing the end of a cycle still. I feel as if Im suffering what an addict goes through after messing up his natural chemical balance. If in fact I did not make a full recovery, what steps should I go about taking? Thanks for the quick reply btw.

Get on some HCGenerate and unleashed right now!add some St John's wort to it (enhances mood)This will have your libido running in no time,HCGenerate is out of stock most of the time,unleashed alone still will give you wood.

That was a crappy PCT you ran.

 

[Cali72]

^^^^^ think he was talkin bout Gaspari novedex xt.

 

[overgreen]

Might want to have your thyroid levels checked out.

 

[Cali72]

Get on some HCGenerate and unleashed right now!add some St John's wort to it (enhances mood)

That was a crappy PCT you ran.

Yep can't go wrong with this.
Although I believe hcgenerate is out of stock so a double dose of bridge with unleashed and you'll be bouncing around in no time.

 

[stevesmi]

^^^^^ think he was talkin bout Gaspari novedex xt.

yeah i read it on my phone and saw it and thought he said nolvadex. no biggie. I still think he is making a mountain out of a molehill. 2 weeks of anything isn't gonna wreck your HPTA.

 

[Tony6225]

Thanks a ton for the support fellas. Im gonna check into those supplements you guys recommended before seeing a doctor.

 

[Headholio]

Yep can't go wrong with this.
Although I believe hcgenerate is out of stock so a double dose of bridge with unleashed and you'll be bouncing around in no time.

I saw hcgenerate in stock yesterday on Amazon.com

 

[ALIN]

About three months ago I chose to do a mild cycle of dplex with Novedex-XT as a PCT. I only did two weeks on the dplex then decided the side effects were not worth it so I cut it off. After doing about two weeks of Novedex and hitting the weights really hard I felt fine.

Out of nowhere I found out that a friend of mine committed suicide. I was pretty down in the dumps about it for a little over a week but have since moved on. The problem is that I havent worked out since. Ive been on an emotional roller coaster ride that is leaveing me extremely depressed sometimes. I'm starting to believe that I never actually recovered from that short cycle.

Does anyone have any advice? Any help is much appreciated.

You could get some lab work done and see where your hormone levels currently stand.

 

[RADAR]

Yep can't go wrong with this.
Although I believe hcgenerate is out of stock so a double dose of bridge with unleashed and you'll be bouncing around in no time.

Good call , your chances of getting bridge is better is theres no HCGenerate
I agree with what others said a 2 week cycle isn't going to mess up your hpta,, however depression will cause a number of problems,including loss of libido.

 

[Gunslinger007]

Tony,

All the stuff you are talking about sounds like depression. I have it, due also to a bro passing away (God rest him). When it happened I gained some weight, the bad kind of weight, not horrible, but people noticed even when I couldn't, I stopped doing practically everything I used to love doing, it definitely screwed my libido badly as well. It had me freaked to the point I thought I had ED, but it was the depression from the loss.

This was years ago, but still seems like yesterday. One thing I can tell you, is that no amount of chemical anything is going to "fix" you, trust me I've been there. Get some grief counseling, or write him a letter,..get the feelings and the hurt out, trust me, it helps a whole lot.

Best to you bro, I'll be prayin for you.

 

[RADAR]

Tony,

All the stuff you are talking about sounds like depression. I have it, due also to a bro passing away (God rest him). When it happened I gained some weight, the bad kind of weight, not horrible, but people noticed even when I couldn't, I stopped doing practically everything I used to love doing, it definitely screwed my libido badly as well. It had me freaked to the point I thought I had ED, but it was the depression from the loss.

This was years ago, but still seems like yesterday. One thing I can tell you, is that no amount of chemical anything is going to "fix" you, trust me I've been there. Get some grief counseling, or write him a letter,..get the feelings and the hurt out, trust me, it helps a whole lot.

Best to you bro, I'll be prayin for you.

I just blasted you with a mega watt of good karma for that post

 

[Ripp42]

Depression will lower you natural test production.

If u were sick and I told you this pill would work and I gave you pills all the time you'd start feeling better.

For all you know I was giving you a asprin but mentaly you believed so you started feeling better!

Im sorry about your friend Ive lost plenty! Trust. Stay heathy for your friend! Thats what he'd want to see.

In the mean time listen to RADAR about da supps.

Add 400-600mg of magnessium and 30mg of iron. This can raise natty test levels by up to 40%!

Also b12 helps depression take 500mg a day of that and sit back an start feeling better.

It took me 10 years to get over my girlfriend whom I would of married and had been with from 07-11 grade. I still think about it. I still remember her number 8321496!

You gotta pull thru brotha stay strong and come to reality and say this is real, this is how its gonna be.

 

[Arabian]

All of these responses are excellent and if you should need anything , please feel free to pm any of us. It would be our pleasure to assist you.. Best of luck to you and remember: TOUGH TIMES DO NOT LAST, TOUGH PEOPLE DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[ConanX]

It's depression bro. I did a Test and Deca cycle with NO PCT and I was fine bro. But when life is upside down, you lose motivation. Your mind is preocuppied, even when you see your beautiful girl's ass in your face. Then when you don't get wood, you think "oh fawk, I have ED and now my girl is going to be pissed and laugh at me" and that makes things EVEN WORSE.

You'll be fine dude. You may want to talk to a psychiatrist. Like alin said, get some bloodwork done just to be sure. I wouldn't take Clomid or HCG or anything but the natural supps might help you feel better. HCGenerate, Bridge, Unleashed, etc. You can always pop a viagra and bang like a gorilla. Maybe a session of that will make your fears subside and you'll feel good again? I don't know but I think you might need more mental than hormonal help. Please keep the board updated. We're all here for you.

 

[Judo Tom]

Bro Im sorry for your loss and how you are feeling now!

Do yourself a HUGE favor and get in the gym. Get something very positive going in your life that you control and that will make you feel better and improve yourself. Weights are awesome for that.

If you can get some labwork done and see where you are at. If not try to run as many of these as you can:
1. Unleashed
2. Hcgenerate
3. Post cycle
4. Formastanzol

If you are on a budget start at the top Unleashed will give you a nice bump in Free test and it starts working that day. Its great. The bad times will pass. Just remember that Things like this happen in life and they will make you a stronger and better person.

 

[stevesmi]

be careful about docs and drugs they give you. to them its an easy way to get you hooked for life on some strong medication, thats how they make their money having you keep coming in every 2 weeks.

I would go the holistic route first. yoga, meditation, (prayer for some), steam room, nature walks, getting a dog/cat, spending more time with family/supportive friends, going fishing/sailing... (although fishing can get frustrating sometimes lol) ... try these remedies first before you go on pills and get dependent on them!

 

[stevesmi]

I hit ya with some karma and a plat .. we are your friends here on EF. its a good brotherhood.

 

[Tony6225]

Thank you guys so much for the support and encouragement. Im going to try out that Unleashed and B12