Mighty P, I had a simular experience with SRI's
I found a drastic reduction in any creative enthusiasm, emotional involvement with people and situations (ask any girl I dated during this period), and a non-existent sex drive. I was prescribed this stuff from the age of 17-22 in a very misguided attempt by my parents to boost my cognitive organization levels or something (even though I was already a standout student). I had so little sense of self the last few years that I flunked out of the top tier college I was attending and was seriously considering suicide. I actually kept $800 in my car at all times in case I suddenly felt the need to buy a shotgun and cap myself. The funny thing is that an opportunity came up and I spent that money on my first cycle of gear. My psychiatrist got really pissed when I gained 40lbs, so I told him to fuck off, I wasn't gonna see him anymore and that he could shove my bottle of prozac up his ass (was on tren and anadrol at the time, LOL). I've been off SRIs for over half a year, and feel normal for the first time since I was 16. For example: When all that shit happened in NY last week I was very shaken and distressed. If I had still been on anti-depressants though, my first thoughts would be anger that the gym was closed and that the TV networks were delaying season premiers. I remember a few years ago a teamate of mine died, and I skipped the funeral because it was leg day. Looking back that reasoning seems very fucked up.
I really don't like to mention very personal stuff on this board. The only reason I'm telling you guys this is that you seem in the beginning stages of very simular situations.
I don't know the pharmacology specifics of Paxil, but I do know that the time I came off serzone (first attempt to get off the stuff) it felt like I had mono. I had bad cold-sores and extreme lethargy. Coming off prozac was much easier, but then again I was on a gram of gear a week, so that helped alot.
If you have any questions just PM me. I don't really like to talk about this stuff on the board.
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