email part 1
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Where are you?! Your space on my bed, next to me in the car, next to me on the couch, in the chair on the computer......they're all empty!!!

I had another great time with you
I hope you really did too. I also hope you didn't get too much attitude when you got home. You ARE 23 for goodness sake......but, I know you're in their home, so...
my answer to prevoiuos mail (part 1)
(..........it was fine no worries.....just next time on Sundays I should be home by 10 or so.....)
email part 2 ( response to my answer to email part 1)
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They get you day and night, seven days a week, and Sunday is the only whole day of the week that we can actually spend together...that is, IF neither one of us is working....
Can't they spare you a couple Sundays a month?????? What about when you were working on Sundays? That was okay, wasn't it? Is it just because it's Me? Plus, this is only the first day we've ever even spent together.....now is it going to be our last? I don't see how you could actually get away for an entire weekend. You know what I feel like?......Like the "other" woman....Like the one who maliciously stole the husband, and so the victimized family hates her.
One of these days soon, you're going to have to PLEASE sit down and HONESTLY explain to me how your family works and why, and how they REALLY perceive me, so I can understand all of this.
Maybe you should post this on that website and get some input from your friends....then you can let me know if it's just me being a freak, or if this really bites the way I think it does.
And yes, if you are wondering, I AM sulking and I AM having a tantrum......and when I'm done writing I'm going to throw myself on the floor, scream, and pound my hands and feet on the ground!
And also if you're wondering, YES I'm still crazy about you and YES I will take you any way I can get you, but I just needed to vent.......and now I will go pout in my room and think about all the things we will likely never be "allowed" to do together
With love and discontent,
Barbara
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Where are you?! Your space on my bed, next to me in the car, next to me on the couch, in the chair on the computer......they're all empty!!!

I had another great time with you

my answer to prevoiuos mail (part 1)
(..........it was fine no worries.....just next time on Sundays I should be home by 10 or so.....)
email part 2 ( response to my answer to email part 1)
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They get you day and night, seven days a week, and Sunday is the only whole day of the week that we can actually spend together...that is, IF neither one of us is working....
Can't they spare you a couple Sundays a month?????? What about when you were working on Sundays? That was okay, wasn't it? Is it just because it's Me? Plus, this is only the first day we've ever even spent together.....now is it going to be our last? I don't see how you could actually get away for an entire weekend. You know what I feel like?......Like the "other" woman....Like the one who maliciously stole the husband, and so the victimized family hates her.
One of these days soon, you're going to have to PLEASE sit down and HONESTLY explain to me how your family works and why, and how they REALLY perceive me, so I can understand all of this.
Maybe you should post this on that website and get some input from your friends....then you can let me know if it's just me being a freak, or if this really bites the way I think it does.
And yes, if you are wondering, I AM sulking and I AM having a tantrum......and when I'm done writing I'm going to throw myself on the floor, scream, and pound my hands and feet on the ground!
And also if you're wondering, YES I'm still crazy about you and YES I will take you any way I can get you, but I just needed to vent.......and now I will go pout in my room and think about all the things we will likely never be "allowed" to do together

With love and discontent,
Barbara