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Slyder190
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As far as training goes, I've hit rock bottom I feel. I'm mid-cycle and you'd barely be able to tell. Nothing seems to be going right. This goes a little off topic, but I could use some help. My weight staled out at 185lbs at 5000+ calories a day. And I give myself a cheat day, but I just can't bring myself to not eat clean overall as far as trying to get calories in is concerned. The results of my cycle have been disapointing. Currently running 750mg Cyp/week and 70mg T-bol ED. I started out the cycle with a DC style of training. Seemed to lead to overtraining for me rather quickly. Wasn't having luck with the old school dtyle of 10 rep trainig even with a lower volume. At 5000+ calories a day, it was tough enough trying to keep up with eating. I don't know that I could keep up with 6000-7000 calories a day at some point, and honestly, it wouldn't be fun for me anymore, the whole big picture. My BF is still low even though I'm still not far off from 5000 kcal a day. Which is all good, but it seems like it gets harder to put weight on as I'm in the game longer. My body seems to just keep a very low BF in general. Which again is all good, but I realized that eating more than 6000 kcal ED would just really take the fun out of things and be more of a burden. Right now I'm trying to just work on getting my strength up, rather than trying to add the mass. Even my strength is literally in the toilet compared to what I used to be able to lift a few years back, following madcow's routine. I have no real motivation to even be in the gym and I like at my current cycle as a waste of money really. I wouldn't mind just adding strenght back right now, as I said. Nothing at all really seems to be coming together right now at all thoguh. i'm not sure what to do or where to go from here. I just took an entire week off last week. Any input fellas? I'm lost. Thanks.
