Wow

I really appreciate you guys taking some off your time to encourage me! I actually do feel like this thread make me a little bit more at ease with injecting myself.
To answer: I do not have anyone to help me inject.. other than going to the ER asking them..

And i'd like to do it myself the first time injecting AAS too.. sort of just "because".
I have studied injecting techniques.. sites, angles.. needles.. preparation ad nauseum..
Ill be using quad for my first shot.. so that i wont have the hassle of having to bend sideways doing it to my glute..
Upper/outside, at a slight angle with the needle towards the kneecap. 23 gauge 1.5inch.. 2 cc oil.. I have 200 pcs alcohol rubber thingies from "GPZ".. 70% alcohol.
From what i understand, i do not "rub" the area with those? Just ONE "swab".. so to leave the injecting spot wet with alcohol and let it dry off? (30 secs) I first thought it was the rubbing that got rid of the bacteria, but its the alcohol that just sits there that kills it? The reason for not rubbing would be not to get any bacteria from the surrounding onto the injection spot? Not sure about this procedure.
Ill be cleaning the vial top with alco rubber as well before drawing, and also changing needle before injecting, after drawing.
Ill be warming my leg before most likely like taking a shower.. and maybe just cool the injection spot with ice (before alcohol)
So much to think of.. since i have so many needles.. ( i bought 200 lol) im gonna take some out.. get used to them.. test how much is needed to break them.. maybe i can get the "scaryness" of the needle away this way...
Call me a pussy, i just wanna do this right!
I still got a few weeks until all my ancillaries gets here, and i wont start before that so i got time to try to get used to the needles before that..
Thanks for reading all this crap if you got this far! I just wanted to talk my anxiety off!
I'll try to spread the Karma around as much as i can!

Thanks again guys i REALLY appreciate it! I will bookmark this thread and read it the night i inject for motivation!

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