In the past 3 years I am most proud of building up my frame from bone rack to a respectable build, as well as going from reading nothing at all to reading a few books a month.
My parents - Came to Australia with nothing from a tiny village in Greece, no formal primary or high school education, couldn't speak a word of English. After busting their ass for 25 years, they are now living comfortably in the best country and city in the world.
Thats the thing.. their isnt anything that I have "Always wanted to do"... I'm a waste of air on this planet. I serve no purpose. As much as it sounds like im depressed as usual.. im not really.. I'm not feeling to bad about most of myself.. but.. I do infact serve no "purpose".
Thats the thing.. their isnt anything that I have "Always wanted to do"... I'm a waste of air on this planet. I serve no purpose. As much as it sounds like im depressed as usual.. im not really.. I'm not feeling to bad about most of myself.. but.. I do infact serve no "purpose".
Choose to serve no purpose?... What could I do to "serve a purpose"?... Nothing that I am aware of. I am not skilled or gifted in anything that will help me.. I am mediocre in everything... lol, sorry, but the only reason I keep living is for 1 purpose; The hope that maybe some day, although very unlikely, I will actually find love. Love is all that matters to me, not money, not power, not social status.