detroit maybe you should just be open with your doctor so he can help you. remember he works for you and not there to judge your AAS you or psychoanalyze your reason for using.
i had a checkup in feb of this year at the end of 15 week cycle of tren/test/eq. i posted about this a while back but my bloodwork was way abnormal. i could not explain this away to my doc so i just told him the truth.
he was completely calm and professional about it. he advised against AAS use and admitted he did not know much about them. he recommened we redo my bloodwork four weeks later. i agreeed and everything was back to normal.
trust your doctor detroit. if you do "confess" your steroid use and he reacts in a way you don't like find another one. he needs YOUR business, like any other businessman.