Hey Sgt,
I'm hangin in there. Been very emotional these past couple of days..IJust trying to assess my situation, and take in all the advice I have been recieving from everyone here. It is a very difficult decision to make becuase I fear how it will effect the future of our relationship.
On a side note, I have been horny as fuck (on Test E) and the woman is about to go on the RAG so I am feeling sexually frustrated with her right now. I have about 2 weeks left of this cycle... Still haven't made a "final" decison to pull the trigger and tell her or not. It will probably be after my summer cycle if anything so that she doesn't throw my gear away and waste my $.
I just know that she will be more upset in the fact that I have "hid" my gear usage for the past 3 years versus the fact that I use gear at all.
Oh and BTW- I am not offended by the negative posts made in this thread regarding my situation.. I appreciate the feedback weather it may be good or bad. It helps me understand the situation as a whole.
--FBG