^^^ and I know a load of people on here who have struggled to recover from deca. look you came here for advice and that is the advice given by me and everyone else posting... i've used deca in the past twice myself. it is not for newbs. recovery is very prolonged. risk of gyno is high. it just isnt' a good idea for a first cycle any way you slice it.
just run test only for 10 weeks. read the link in my signature
save the deca for a 3rd cycle.
just run test only for 10 weeks. read the link in my signature
save the deca for a 3rd cycle.