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Guys I did blow all fucking night last night. I stayed up all fucking night hanging out with some friends. I did so much fucking blow that I couldn't function, my brain couldn't think straight and after awhile I had a hard time trying to say what I wanted. My nose got so fucking stuffed up and my throat was roasted. At first we were all having a good time talking and shit but by the end of the night we were all so in the dumps. We were all like fucking Zombie's. We way over did it. Coming down is the worst shit I have ever had to deal with. It's so fucking depressing. I Didn't get to sleep till 10:00 a.m. this morning...and I wouldn't call it sleep. I just fucking layed there depressed as hell (mind going mach 10) wondering whyt the fuck I just did that...wishing that I would have just stayed home and finished watching Arnold kick some ass in Total Recal. I had to work at 4p.m. and I was still in the dumps. Now it's 10:30 about the time I started that shit last night and I'm just finally starting to feel better. I smoked a shitload of cigs- fuck I'm so pissed off at myself for doing this to my body. I guess in a way I felt like I needed to party since I'm so strict all the time and I will be starting a cycle tommorrow so I don't know if I just wanted to get it all out or what- but I can tell you that it wasn't worth it- BLOW FUCKING SUCKS!
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