thanks - its a passion for me to pass on what i know alot about.
i know what you mean when you say they hadntslept all summer - very true !!! the true thing about that is that they never really did sleep - we would lay down for 10-15 minutes and get up as if we had slept for hours and go back to doing more of the retarded shit that preoccupied us for hours - my biggest things were drawing for hours; writing; cleaning; doing fingernails for my other druggie gfriends; and putting makeup on and off; we even robbed people; and drove for hours; and spent lots of time in walmart

Geigh huh?
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sounds like quite a few of my friends, longest i ever stayed up was 3 days one time, havent done it since. Never used a needle for any drug tho, experience with my family makes me scared and grossed out by it, seems like the final step.
Sorry to hear about your past, my parents always told me to get the f out of their room, they just stayed in theirs all the time. But now theyre clean (my dad has cancer). And I forgive them for everything wouldnt take it back, it made me who i am today.
One time i walked down the stairs and seen my little sis holding my mom up from falling out of a chair she was convusling, I was like 16 or 17. My sis was only 10. I grab ahold of my mom and called for my dad we carried her to a couch in the living room and laid her down. He said dont worry she'll be fine and then his drug dealer showed up and he bought more. I feel worse for my sis than ne thing.
Can't count how many times I'd see them convulsing or not able to walk disorriented and crawling across the floor or up the stairs.........