Losing the faith....

[Y_lifter]

Get ahold of some nice oily ganja buds..

 

[KillahBee]

That is very true but I have been through enough in my short 26 years.

Hell I have lost my mother,had the first stages of cervical cancer, almost lost my Daughter to a rare bone infection in March 05, just lost my job, and now I have this crap. And lets not forget my check eng light that came on in my car today. I could go on and on but I will not put you guys through that.

I sware I have proven myself to me but who else do I have to prove it to?

Than you are one of the chosen ones that have an opportunity to be amongst the greatest.

 

[covergrl80]

Thank you guys so much for taking the time to listen to me whine a little more and for giving me some great advice. I will keep you up to date. I have learned something tonight " try not to let my little Girl see me so down. I know it is hard to keep her from seeing me sick but this is starting to take a toll on my family. Tonight I was talking to with someone who I will call my second Mother. She picked My daughter up from the hospital yesterday so she would not have to sit there and see me like that and also so she could enjoy her Birthday. My Daughter wanted to go to the library so they stopped. She asked if they could find a book about Baby Jesus. She was asked why? and she said " Well my mommom is with baby Jesus and I want to know what he is like just incase my Mom has to go be with him"

She had to run to the bathroom and cry and when she told me I started to cry. So I have learned two thing tonight. Try not to show the fear in it all, and face it with all that I have.

 

[Gambino]

reach out and touch faith
faith

your own, personal jesuus

 

[EnderJE]

She had to run to the bathroom and cry and when she told me I started to cry. So I have learned one thing tonight. Try not to show the fear in it all, and face it with all that I have.

That's sad. You should lighten up and keep them in good spirits. My grandfather told jokes the day before he died. Fucker kept me laughing while he died.

Glad you're getting better though.

 

[krishna]

I think you're beginning to see that there is no divine order in the universe. Some people get lucky and get rich and have wonderful lives (some people have wonderful lives without being rich), and countless others suffer from birth til death. It's all random chance. There is no "divine plan". What kind of plan entails millions of starving African children born with aids and dying without knowing any kind of happiness? They were simply one of the unlucky ones. "Faith is for the weak", Jesse Ventura.

 

[covergrl80]

I think you're beginning to see that there is no divine order in the universe. Some people get lucky and get rich and have wonderful lives (some people have wonderful lives without being rich), and countless others suffer from birth til death. It's all random chance. There is no "divine plan". What kind of plan entails millions of starving African children born with aids and dying without knowing any kind of happiness? They were simply one of the unlucky ones. "Faith is for the weak", Jesse Ventura.

Yeah know I am not sure how tat is suppost to make me feel

 

[PBR]

That is very true but I have been through enough in my short 26 years.

Hell I have lost my mother,had the first stages of cervical cancer, almost lost my Daughter to a rare bone infection in March 05, just lost my job, and now I have this crap. And lets not forget my check eng light that came on in my car today. I could go on and on but I will not put you guys through that.

I sware I have proven myself to me but who else do I have to prove it to?

some ZEN for you....

It is Not Necessary To Try-
Just Be.....

 

[Tytan]

keep your head up and try to stay posutive.Everyone goes through trails and tribulations..It will pass..

 

[HiDnGoD]

Just wondering how much a person has to go through before they lose faith.

I know you may be sick of hearing about my medical issues but yesterday was my little girls 8th Birthday and where was I.......... In the hospital once again. They had to pull my PICC line due to the blood clots that had formed in the line. So now I an back to square 1.

I think I should take up Yoga. Is there anything else to ease stress? And yes I already know that sex helps with stress. LOL

From the other side of the coin, this is something your kids will remember as a character builder. They will rejoice when you are healthy, & your illness will fade from their thoughts.
My mother, over the 26 years I knew her, probably spent 4 of those in total, in the hospital. I was told many times that death was imminent, and 3 times that she had died. She did pretty good considering they told her she'd never have kids & wouldn't live past 20. All that illness made me treasure her & appreciate her vivacity & courage more.
My point is, this too shall pass. 2 years, or 5 years from now this will be just a memory.