Losing the faith....

[buffer1]

I am so tired, my body feels like it has been run in the ground. I just need this to be over with already. Yeah know can I get a break some time?

just hang in there,keep your chin up,it does get better PROMISE

 

[covergrl80]

It's important to have things like this happen in life. It builds character. Gives you a chance to prove yourself.

That is very true but I have been through enough in my short 26 years.

Hell I have lost my mother,had the first stages of cervical cancer, almost lost my Daughter to a rare bone infection in March 05, just lost my job, and now I have this crap. And lets not forget my check eng light that came on in my car today. I could go on and on but I will not put you guys through that.

I sware I have proven myself to me but who else do I have to prove it to?

 

[alien amp pharm]

I hope things get better CG. I'll keep you in my prayers


...and dreams.

 

[Raina]

You're in my thoughts CG. I know you've been through so much and when it rains it pours. I hope all of this passes soon for you and your life is more normal again.

 

[Tryn2]

Well I try to remember that where there is heart ache others are facing much worse. When it does pass it will seem like something that was long away in time. Just remember if your daughter were struggling you would ask her to be strong and push on. Now the case just happens to be opposite you have to be strong for her. Just find comfort knowing she is well and you will be soon. No matter how strong one is you always need to feel reinforcement at some point. Even if you were so strong which may be stubborn you do not think you need help from others than if it does happen you relize how much it can help. Your in my Prayers......Now dont get down too much...if you do we can do this everyday

 

[hanselthecaretaker]

Just wondering how much a person has to go through before they lose faith.

I know you may be sick of hearing about my medical issues but yesterday was my little girls 8th Birthday and where was I.......... In the hospital once again. They had to pull my PICC line due to the blood clots that had formed in the line. So now I an back to square 1.

I think I should take up Yoga. Is there anything else to ease stress? And yes I already know that sex helps with stress. LOL

I would say when nothing goes right for them and they have nothing to look forward to. But how long does one put up with it before losing faith.....it's different for everyone.

 

[Tryn2]

Stress...I love a spa trip with meditaion music and a full body massage...I have an appttt in 3 days...Can you get to a spa...if not They do come to you....An hour of that feels great !!! I also write stories to releave my stress.

 

[javaguru]

There are deep breathing and muscle relaxation techniques that may help. With deep breathing you simply close your eyes, relax your muscles and clear all your thoughts. Breathe in deeply, hold for a second and release. Continue this and focus on your breathing to keep your thoughts clear. You can add muscle contraction and relaxation to this as well.

 

[Tryn2]

mANTRA...HHHHRMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

 

[musclemom]

Don't let yourself fall into that pit, dear girl. You can't and you mustn't.

It's a bad patch, even a bad LONG patch, but remember something, it's NOT going to last forever. You will look back on this and go, "yeah, that sucked, but it's done and I'm here to talk about it ..." And that's sort of the point, isn't it? The I.V. line will enable you to be AROUND to look back on this many years from now.

Don't get obsessed with how much it sucks, sooner or later a bad patch WILL turn better, it always happens, I promise you. But the more negatively you let yourself think the worse things can get.