LOL...You women...I have never witnessed such a stupider group of mammal...

[TheSalami]

sounds like an interesting plan. at least you are listening to me with the hot big tittied chicks. i just got back from my schools gym and all the hot chicks were there. i have a feeling ill be leaving ballys and coming to the school gym. i have no doubt it will pay out dividends in the poonani department. happy hunting.

 

[slickdadd]

whoa that tarot card thing sounds unbelievable. That sounds like a damn nice set up there. How did you find that

 

[Frackal]

www.homeworkers.org

 

[Frackal]

"4 star entertainment, an exhilirating drama!"
-- Veteran EF member Pauly.

Glad my misery can be your entertainment pauly.

 

[danielson]

your more forgiving than me dude.....

from what i've just read id call her evil. just my opinion and i dont know your situation but if what u say is true then there isnt really a huge justification for treatuing u like that. ok she wants financial security and a fther for her son, but treating u that way was really not necessary.

 

[Frackal]

Well I agree Daniel..the hardest thing for me to understand, is, how can she tell me she loves me more than life one day, and do this the next. LITERALLY the next day..fucking crazy..I never saw it coming either time...

I wish so badly that I could sleep, I am being a complete pussy about this today but I don't give a fuck...my mom even offered to buy me alcohol to relax me but I have to train chest tomorrow and alcohol fucks up your system for a few days...sure wish I had some weed though, I'd eat it.

I'm having her get me a pack of cigars to smoke...this is the first time in 4 years since I quit smoking that I've craved a cigarrette badly..cigars will do, since I don't inhale.

It's just gut wrenching to know that you can care about someone so deeply, one day you think everything's fine, the next day you find she fucked someone else and won't even have the decency to speak w/ you because she can't face the fact that she is killing me.

I'm going to spend a long time sitting on a bench in a park near my house smoking Swisher Sweets, thinking, and probably sobbing my little bitch eyes out.

Then I'm going to pick myself up, take some pres. sleep aids my mom has, and pass the fuck out for a good 12 hours, then I'm going to find some pussy and a life for myself...

Don't ever let someone be you whole life...no matter what they mean to you.

 

[danielson]

get it out of your system. but try not to resort to drugs, it can be scarry how quickly you can get dependant on them.

at the end of the day you lost someone you really cared about. but its obvious that she was less committed to your relationship, and at the end of the day she has a son, and a hell of a lot of emotional baggage + a crazy ass ex, and a family (hers) that doesnt seem to approve. its seems crazy now but maybe this is better for you in the long run. you did have fun, but you have your whole life to forge out, being restricted at this age can be devastating. maybe it was for the best. besides a big guy like u can probably score freely up in the US

if she did say she loved u, would u think she was sincere? could u believe anything that comes out of her mouth considering whats been in it? she probably desrves him for treating you badly. she might have been thining of her kid. either way u are rid of it now. and at the end of the day you have a whole life ahead of you with no ties. she has a ball and chain

 

[Frackal]

Oh yeah, and about being forgiving...she is lucky I am...I could ruin her 'marriage' (bwaaah) in a single swift blow, but I would never do that...I don't want her to be miserable, but I think she should feel miserable for what she did to me for a very long time.

And at the same time, I long so badly just to hear her tell me she loves me...it's really some sick shit...I don't even feel sane at all right now..probably need to sleep.

It's just hurts to know that you were used so badly..like, while I'm here miserable, her ex who didn't treat her a tenth as good as I did, is probably balls deep in her right now..shit makes me fucking sick.

 

[~~~SlickassBiatch~~~]

go to bed baby. get some sleep.

 

[Frackal]

You're right...I realize even now that I got the best deal out of all of this...see, my misery will be very severe, but very swift...then I'll be free again!

Hers however, will be long and forever...I am glad I am not going to be in that psycho family triangle...mom, dad,'baby's daddy', ex-husband-turned-re-husband-eventually-ex-husband again whatever the fuck.

Shit the only real decent one is her poor son, I really liked him, and I think he was real fond of me too, asked me not to leave when I was there...

Plus Ocala is a piece of shit town anyway. Garza'll tell you.

I guess reading over this posts I can practically feel the bitterness dripping out of my words..it's how I feel now..like pure bitterness...I guess tomorrow when I have gotten some sleep I'll wonder wtf was wrong with me today.

Anyway, the sad thing is...I still actually care to know whether or not she is going to be ok...