LOL...You women...I have never witnessed such a stupider group of mammal...

[Frackal]

Havoc,

I am not mad at your comment, it's pretty depressing to feel unwanted and shit...but you do not know the whole situation...dreadlady, kayne and some others KNOW what happened to me last night...let's not get specific, but we'll say that I was frantically calling hospitals and thinking she had gotten beaten up when she was doing _____ with her ex-whatever-husband.

She is not a bad person, unfortunately I still can't help but really care about her, her mom was really cold to me when I called her as a last resort at 2am, I am sure they are all telling her that she can't speak to me again blah blah...well she does let everyone else boss her around...not my fault..

I don't really give a flying camel shit about airing this stuff..I doubt her 'husband' will allow her to read this board ever again...

It's kind of hard to find out that the person you thought really loved you knew you would be worried sick but didn't even have the caring and decency to contact you, and then I find out what she was really doing....that's about as cruel as it gets....so yeah I am fucking pissed and messed up AGAIN. And yeah, I am naive too..naive to trust ANYONE 100%.

But you know I am not an asshole, I will respect women, but it will be a long time if ever before I can really trust one again.

 

[havoc]

Bro, it doesnt suprise me(what she has done or what she is doing), women and men have some fucked up qualities(negative ones), sorry to hear about that, I have been in that exact fucking situation before, like you said , trusting someone is difficult , however, it is the key to a relationship. I know I am being redundant with saying "its a learning experience" but it is, in a few months, year or whatever, you will say to yourself "I am glad I went through that situation" and then say " What the fuck was I thinking". peace to you Frackal

 

[MommaKin]

O, I agree with what all you said, Havoc...some of which are the exact same things I said to Frackal off board.....
Anyhow, msot of us are here to support you, Frackal.

 

[WODIN]

I wipe my ass with baby wipes.

 

[HelenSL]

be careful because some of them have nasty chemicals in

love
helen

 

[HelenSL]

Bro go find some little hotties and laugh when you hear them screaming from pleasure...AND Tear that shit up

trust me after the first half dozen of women you wont care at all

no offense TxC...just to say, this is so believable it terrifies me.

love
helen

 

[Frackal]

I know you are here to support me, it's very good of all of you.

Seriously, I am fucking embarassed about this whole thing...

I am going to use this to get my ass out of my room all the time and go off and discover a life again..guess it's not good when 1 person is your whole life...

I'll go out, finally reattach my balls once again, find some YOUNG chick my age w/o baggage and rail her brains out...I guess I have to realize that I will (hopefully) find someone who I get along with as well as I did with her...probably my biggest fear.

Oh well.

 

[HelenSL]

I know you are here to support me, it's very good of all of you.

Seriously, I am fucking embarassed about this whole thing...

I am going to use this to get my ass out of my room all the time and go off and discover a life again..guess it's not good when 1 person is your whole life...

I'll go out, finally reattach my balls once again, find some YOUNG chick my age w/o baggage and rail her brains out...I guess I have to realize that I will (hopefully) find someone who I get along with as well as I did with her...probably my biggest fear.

Oh well.

Frac sweetheart if it happened once, it can happen again...try not to lose all hope

The biggest thing likely to stop it happening is your fear of letting yourself fall in love again

But give yourself time...to heal etc.

You sure are right that people without baggage are easier...

When you find one let me know, 'k?

oh and don't be embarrassed...why be embarrassed? I mean who hasn't trusted and been disappointed?

Do you really think you'd have such strong support here if no-one had a clue what you are talking about?

Unlikely...right?

btw, getting your entire body out the house is a really good idea (unless you work at home...LOL )

love
helen

 

[runner]

i think everyone feels for you frackal.

 

[smallmovesal]

so that's what was going on yesterday... hard to believe kc would do that.

anyway i'm newly single and not looking for a date. i'm too traumatized right now.