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Frackal
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It is to me....for example when I reflect on my life, it seems I can categorize my life into 'eras' or periods....each of the past few springs I have begun a journey that has caused me to grow in numerous ways...for example, last spring, I began my first cycle, I had waited so long to grow again, it's purpose was to simultaneously help expediate healing of my back and gain the mass I had and more...this was also the same time that I met and fell for Kart.
Though this sounds body-dysmorphic-ish, I will say it anyway....becaues I had dropped almost 20lbs of muscle because of my injury, I wore a jacket as much as possible, even to the gym.
One day that spring, armed with my new training journal, re-discovered Mobb Deep CD, and a lot of hope and desire, I set off to the gym for the first time in over 6, 7 months wearing a t-shirt and nike pants...from that day on I continued to grow, each and everyday I devoted to my training, and grow I did, slowly, began shoulder pressing 50lb dumbells...soon the 60's...eventually 70's....I spent much time 'with' Kris, though our relationship was different, no one who knows us could deny that we both, yes BOTH of us fell deep and hard for one another....this era in my life peaked when I spent 10 Days in Florida from July 14th-24th....that was also when my cylce ended....
If this post garners interest I will share similar portions of my life like this.....
For me, it seems that since I left a life of shit in 10th grade, I have been primarily alone and not constantly surrounded by the noise of too many friends....this has allowed me an incredibly valuable period of self reflection and personal growth, to use 2 modern cliches.....
I am looking forward to this spring.
Though this sounds body-dysmorphic-ish, I will say it anyway....becaues I had dropped almost 20lbs of muscle because of my injury, I wore a jacket as much as possible, even to the gym.
One day that spring, armed with my new training journal, re-discovered Mobb Deep CD, and a lot of hope and desire, I set off to the gym for the first time in over 6, 7 months wearing a t-shirt and nike pants...from that day on I continued to grow, each and everyday I devoted to my training, and grow I did, slowly, began shoulder pressing 50lb dumbells...soon the 60's...eventually 70's....I spent much time 'with' Kris, though our relationship was different, no one who knows us could deny that we both, yes BOTH of us fell deep and hard for one another....this era in my life peaked when I spent 10 Days in Florida from July 14th-24th....that was also when my cylce ended....
If this post garners interest I will share similar portions of my life like this.....
For me, it seems that since I left a life of shit in 10th grade, I have been primarily alone and not constantly surrounded by the noise of too many friends....this has allowed me an incredibly valuable period of self reflection and personal growth, to use 2 modern cliches.....
I am looking forward to this spring.