info, advise, thoughs

[quincymass]

I was arrested almost a year ago on drug related charges, im a non violent person with no affiliation with organized crime. Im 32 I was huge and happy till I got involved with junkies and club people , I was set up by a junkies who I knew since childhood , hating type assholes, in one mounth or so I will begin a six year sentance, ive never been to a state prison im nervous , when I got arrested and saw the paper work that followed I stoped my workout supps and shrunk, fell into a deep depression, I was 250 , 8 % now im 220 20%bf . I cant look in the mirror , people who now me think I got sick, my realationships have all gone to hell(girlfreind) . If any one has been here in this hell and goten back up gotten youre iron will back, youre happness under the bar , how ? what? did you do? I know I could never take a mail box pack again, I would never get involved in the selling of the stuff again , I have a good job it will wait for me. This person is not the bodybuilder I was .Please dont crack on me ive been mentaly beaten down pretty bad and im just looking for helpful stuff. Thanks

 

[got2getripped]

Tough break man, did you get busted with shit through the mail?

I know if I was in your same situation I would just say fuck gear and just go on and live life. Not only live it but live it with FREEDOM outside of a cell.

 

[solidspine]

Right there with you as I write,

Basically I am super conservative and WASP, got arrested one year ago for domestic violence (YES I WAS DRUNK), and still on probation


Recently arrested for felony possession controlled substance, firearms, and probation violation. Parked my Lexus in my own driveway and fell asleep in the back seat.


Jail is bearable; you will lose weigh because you are not given enough food and very little protein, but you won’t get hurt unless you try and you can work out all you want. With out weights, California State prisons and jails do not have weights any more, only Federal institutions.

State and Federal Prison are different. If you are on any kind of meds (sounds like you should see a shrink and get Prozac and Xanax for depression and anxiety) or if you have a real medical problem they will put you in the Medical wing. If you have a month left on bail, get tested for sleep apnea, many people have it, you will need a breathing device to sleep, I have one, you will be immediately put on the med ward, you need real prescriptions for all of this.

Either way you will make it back, You’re a big dude (225 lbs),

you won’t do six years, that’s for sure, and once your there you can lift and do cardio all day everyday.


Don’t hesitate to e-mail me, my court date is 10-20-04 on bail now

 

[DIVISION]

I was arrested almost a year ago on drug related charges, im a non violent person with no affiliation with organized crime. Im 32 I was huge and happy till I got involved with junkies and club people , I was set up by a junkies who I knew since childhood , hating type assholes, in one mounth or so I will begin a six year sentance, ive never been to a state prison im nervous , when I got arrested and saw the paper work that followed I stoped my workout supps and shrunk, fell into a deep depression, I was 250 , 8 % now im 220 20%bf . I cant look in the mirror , people who now me think I got sick, my realationships have all gone to hell(girlfreind) . If any one has been here in this hell and goten back up gotten youre iron will back, youre happness under the bar , how ? what? did you do? I know I could never take a mail box pack again, I would never get involved in the selling of the stuff again , I have a good job it will wait for me. This person is not the bodybuilder I was .Please dont crack on me ive been mentaly beaten down pretty bad and im just looking for helpful stuff. Thanks

That's a tough break, man. I truly wish you the best. If you had no prior affiliations with organized crime, how did they manage to stick you with a six year sentence? What did they catch you with exactly? Was it AAS or recreational drugs? I'm just trying to understand the complexity of it, here.

Thanks.


DIV

 

[solidspine]

I don't think you got 6 years for gear, did you have an attorney or a PD?

 

[quincymass]

I don't think you got 6 years for gear, did you have an attorney or a PD?

I have a paid att, a real good one I could have gotten a ten year mando , this is a first time around for me, it was for rec drugs, I lived in a school zone , and its all going to be mando, there are more than five people who made buys off me, they would have some of them the credible ones testify against me if I took it all the way, the police raided my home and I had to say the products where myne or they would have charged my girl freind, getting the 6 mando is a blessing. I have been seeing a shrink. ANd thanks guys for youre imput its all very helpful. Some advise to all of you dont get involved in rec drug to support a bb life style , you will loose. The easy come easy go slogan is for real. I lost every thing I owned .Craig Titus made a good turn around. Im far from that level but I will live to cycle again , and get looks of envy. As far as meds go for mental health I tried them , you cant get would and youre in a daze I dont like it , it made me feel helpless. The sleep thing was a good idea thanks im going to talk to pcp about it. Thanks

 

[got2getripped]

The war on drugs must be the biggest waste of time,money and peoples lives ever. God! I hate the laws in this country sometimes!