I need help!!

[madmatt]

To make a long story short....

I am going for a promotion.
My boss was demoted.
I have a new boss.
My old boss hates me.
My new boss likes me.
My interview is in 8 weeks.
I want to start my first cycle now.
That would put me at week 8 during the interview.
I have discused AS with my old boss.
I have to learn a lot of new info within the next 2 months.

What's the chances of me blowing up and my old boss narking me out? Would they really waste the money on here-say? Can I keep my composer and learn all the new info on AS? During week 8 can I sit in an interview and persuade them to promote me?

I am affraid that I will start my cycle and all hell will break loss! Please give some honest advice on how the darkside really is....For my future may count on it! Thanks bros!

 

[The Terminator]

Depends on what your top priority is...If you are a family man then you have to put that first and should wait on the AS (that's what I would do), but if you only have yourself to think about then its really your call, if you think they may bring it up talkative wise (I can't see why, but you never know, then you don't want to cycle yet) But if you blow up 20 lbs. in the next 2 months and your old boss brings it up they could test you (but you could always fire back and claim discrimnation unless they want to test every employee for juice), or they could just not promote you...I guess I just figured out what I would do...

 

[madmatt]

Terminator

Does Test and Deca cause people to not pay attention to detail? Can I still talk to people persuade them to give me what I want?

By the way....I don't have a family but this would be a great way to get out of mom's house.

 

[The Terminator]

I don't have any problem with not paying attention (and have used both test and deca, separately and together), it does not make your personality or habits change, but it can make you fly off the handle a little quicker, or be a little more defensive (common for me), you have to be able to control yourself though. If you can control your temper and attention to detail now then it should not be a problem while on, but a huge increase in weight may raise flags (and being that your now demoted boss knows you are atleast interested in gear would be my biggest concern)

 

[madmatt]

Thanks bro! I have told my former boss that I know longer am planning on using anything. I told him that I talked it over with a semi-pro bodybuilder at the gym and he told me not to go that route. I also told him that he was going to start lifting with me and explained how to eat inorder to gain 15-20lbs in 2-3 months. Also, there are a lot of guys in my department that smoke weed and do other recreational drugs. One guy in particular always comes into work high and is my former bosses side kick! So therefore, I believe I have may have enough leverage! I also struggle with diet. This too might play in my favor when it's all said and done. If their is anyone else that has been in a simular spot, please give me some tips! Even personal stories of people running 400mg of test and 300mg Deca as their first cycle would do me some good. This is a difficult choice for me to make!

 

[madmatt]

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