i love nathan, i think

[Lao Tzu]

as i was lying in bed, laced with blinding rage as i always am, i kept thinking of nathan and how he has wronged me all these times. The time he didn't put me in his list of 'fucked up EF members' (maybe i don't come off as psycho as i think i am), the time he made fun of me, the time he sent those guys to beat me up. I layed in bed wondering how can i hurt him. But this rage was tempered with a soft edge, an edge i haven't felt since i was a young lass running free in the fields near mulberry street, picking strawberries with suzy and dancing the night away to guitar riffs and harmonica solos. What is this emotion, an emotion i thought i buried long ago, along with my childhood memories and assorted playthings of yesteryear.

What is wrong with me. Am i in love with nathan? is that possible? How do i explain the hate which i just use to protect my delacite internal drives, my rage which is just a knee jerk reaction to being rejected so coldly by someone whom i admire so? Are these feelings real? do they have a name?











I'd like to take this moment to admit that i now have no credibility when it comes to issues of politics or any other serious issue.

perhaps nathan & bwood can start a thread here.

 

[2Thick]

Check to make sure there is no absbestos in your walls. You seem to be under the influence.

 

[Lao Tzu]

Check to make sure there is no absbestos in your walls. You seem to be under the influence.

if absbestos is canada slang for the demons of hell who want to take over my body to kill the president then it is too late .

 

[2Thick]

if absbestos is canada slang for the demons of hell who want to take over my body to kill the president then it is too late .

I hear you brother.

Like the old saying says, "there is a think line between love and hate."

 

[2Thick]

I like your writing.

You sound insane enough to be cool, but sane enough to be heard.

 

[bwood]

anyone can love nathan...

for 2 dollars...

 

[PinK233]

I'm jealous

 

[Ms knight]

NATHAN IS MINE. HE HAS SEEN PICTURES OF MY BREASTS AND VAGINA AND CUM CUMMING OUT OF IT. HE IS MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Nathan]

I've said it before and I'll say it again....YIKES!!!

Nordy: Can I call you that? You totally made my list but you weren't online at the time that I could see so i figured it would be creativity wasted since you wouldn't see it. Don't worry, there is no one I hate more than thou. No one I say. Also, i would like to compliment you on a post well-written. Your grasp of the English language is exemplary to say the least. I am looking forward to future posts written by yourself. Moreover and furthermore, I just ate a lot of raw fish and feel pretty damn good. I wonder if fish eggs could hatch in your belly if you ate them at precisely the right time and swallowed them whole.

Ms. Knight: You have a husband. Granted, he's seen you pork 5 men in one evening but nevertheless, I refuse to get involved with a married woman. Also, i don't think I actually ever have seen you naked, but maybe - after the first 3 pics I stopped looking - yes, it took me 3 pics to learn my damn lesson alright?


Last but not least, I wish i had a vagina.