Well, I appreciate all the replies to this....good and bad. I hear what a lot of you guys are saying and I really do agree. Like I said originally, I've done my share of AS and never gotten roid rage, thats why this is suprising me so much. On my other cycles I have to agree with what somebody else said, and that I actually was nicer and more even-tempered. I think the thing a lot of you mistook this for was "bragging". If you did, you are way wrong. I posted this because I was feeling like a jackass for letting the drug get the better of me. I was actually pissed at myself for letting everything get to me. I was actually looking for a little support.......and, don't worry, I can take the tough love!
As far as whether or not roid rage actually exists, is very interesting to me now. Like I said, its never happened before, so why now? I'm not normally like this at all, and its not like I'm some 18 year old kid............I'm 32! The most important thing about this though is that even though today was a rough one for me, I never did actually take it out on anyone or anything. It was just an internal battle I was waging. Thanks again for your input guys.....
Oh and decem, I hear ya bro. I won't deny having some of those feelings, but trust me I wasn't affecting anyone at the gym (walking around talking shit and staring people down). I was just looking back and thinking about how angry I must have looked today at the gym. I was walking the fine line between intensity and some major fucking psychotic hatred! I'm not very social at the gym either (I'm just there to train not talk!) and I think a lot of people notice that anyway and might think its odd. I was wondering how my anger today affected that perception of me.