I HATE life right now

[Bobber]

Went home yesterday to hang out with the old man for a day, pick up my friend, and head out to Panama City. Too make a long story short the topic of my graduation date moving from May to August and how I failed to tell him when I found out came up. After about an hour of getting shit stuffed and rubbed in my face he told me that he is not going to give me any financial help to go on my trip.

I am now sitting in my room off at school, not a god damn person left in this piece of shit town, going insane. I have never felt this lonely in my life. Not to mention all my friends calling and asking where I am telling me how great it is out there. If I still had a temper I would seriously like to knock somebodies teeth out.

 

[Ulcasterdropout]

wait till the real world comes. Shitty job, little free time, no spring break or parents to pay for it. You think you got it bad.... You got it made. Wanna trade?

 

[Alright123]

i dont understand wtf

 

[Bobber]

wait till the real world comes. Shitty job, little free time, no spring break or parents to pay for it. You think you got it bad.... You got it made. Wanna trade?

Bro...I am here ALL AONE! I can't even call one of my guy friends to have a beer with let alone smashing drunk ass hoes like it's going out of style. How can it get worse than utter loneliness?

Honky - WTF do you not understand?

 

[PICK3]

Yeah, life sucks ... then you die.

 

[hanselthecaretaker]

Dude that happened to me too a while back. "The talk", hehe. "You told us you'd be done with school now!" Well, I am done now. You will be too. Just take out some more financial aid like I did if need be. I never went on spring break anywhere special in all the five years of my college education, so don't feel bad. I never got any money for it, and never asked for it; never really cared all that much to be honest. It's great just to be done with school, and you will be too.

Hang in there.

 

[Ulcasterdropout]

How can it get worse than utter loneliness?

You could be utter alone.....and ugly, poor, hated by your family, worthless to women, talk funny, have a leaky roof, car's fucked up, no friends left, heart problems, etc...
I 'm sure you'll survive the weekend/week with no friends or women.
Could try reading and studying - you know, it being college and all...

 

[wootoom]

youll pull through bro. trust me. just try to have fun.

hey Pick aint that true

 

[awittyusername]

Sorry bro. Thats a let down.

But, your dad probably did the right thing. You don't even know how lucky you are to have a family that can and will pay for your education, Spring Break, etc. I spent my Spring Breaks working 80 hrs a week.

You are still young. Go on a trip with your friends after you graduate. Because, you will find that in the next few yrs most of your friends will be married and you will be sitting around like you are now. Until they get divorced like all my friends did. Unfortunately they are now married again

 

[Bobber]

You could be utter alone.....and ugly, poor, hated by your family, worthless to women, talk funny, have a leaky roof, car's fucked up, no friends left, heart problems, etc...
I 'm sure you'll survive the weekend/week with no friends or women.
Could try reading and studying - you know, it being college and all...

Veryvery true. I guess in the grand sceme of things this really doesn't matter. It just gets to me because I trained so hard, to the point of hurting myself and I have to sit here and play with myself. FUCKING bullshit!!!

Me and good old Freud...just the two of us for the next week...and my dog.

 

[Jimsbbc]

That's what it was like for me up in Nacogdoches at Stephen F. when all my friends went to Panama City and i was stuck in the apartment wacking off. I never had enough money to roid, let alone go on some tropical pussy hunt. Fuck I hated/loved that small ass east Texas town. The gym sucked - ancient shit, better than the school gym though. Oh well, just another reason to hit the gym angry as hell and hit the books too. Just stay focused, it will get better once you are in control of your finances - even if it isn't much straight outta school.

 

[GoldenDelicious]

you can either bitch and moan about it, or have a good time where you are. youre young, healthy, have free time, ahve enough money to do things right, and while you probably have a lot more room in your boxershorts than i do, you can have plenty of fun if you want to

personally, i bitch about my situation only AFTER i come home. when im out and about and on holiday, even here of all places, i have a good time.

being depressed is bloody depressing, bor.

 

[Ulcasterdropout]

hey Pick aint that true

Yeah it is

 

[Bobber]

you can either bitch and moan about it, or have a good time where you are. youre young, healthy, have free time, ahve enough money to do things right, and while you probably have a lot more room in your boxershorts than i do, you can have plenty of fun if you want to

personally, i bitch about my situation only AFTER i come home. when im out and about and on holiday, even here of all places, i have a good time.

being depressed is bloody depressing, bor.

LOL! Abut the boxers, but bro, how am I supposed to have fun when there is literally not a single sould that I know left in this town. EVERY single person that I am close to is gone.

 

[biteme]

wait till the real world comes. Shitty job, little free time, no spring break or parents to pay for it. You think you got it bad.... You got it made. Wanna trade?

Word to your mother.

 

[ghettostudmuffin]

This is where you learn to entertain yourself man.

Go hiking for a couple days.

 

[Whiskey]

remember bobber, things can be alot worse for you in life, alot. Everytime I see my neighbor I realize how fortunate I am, no matter what is going on in my life. He has something wrong in his head that makes him walk all jacked up and can barely walk at all. Very, very slowly does he get around. Only like14.

Whiskey

 

[big_bad_buff]

"friends" would have given you some cash to go with em

 

[Bobber]

"friends" would have given you some cash to go with em

They offered...numerous times.

 

[JayC9]

If you're stuck in a pocket of humanity then you need to get yourself outta there.

 

[slickdadd]

They offered...numerous times.

Umm....then why didn't you go Bro Jackson?

 

[EnderJE]

Went home yesterday to hang out with the old man for a day, pick up my friend, and head out to Panama City. Too make a long story short the topic of my graduation date moving from May to August and how I failed to tell him when I found out came up. After about an hour of getting shit stuffed and rubbed in my face he told me that he is not going to give me any financial help to go on my trip.

I am now sitting in my room off at school, not a god damn person left in this piece of shit town, going insane. I have never felt this lonely in my life. Not to mention all my friends calling and asking where I am telling me how great it is out there. If I still had a temper I would seriously like to knock somebodies teeth out.

Damn, you're right. It does suck. Better kill yourself.