Yes there was a lot of potential so it's a huge disappointment and I really did love her. I took her in when she had nothing. Lost it all to alcoholism and then got everything back including a great job, started drinking again and is losing it all again, and I just hoped it would stop, but it's an ugly beast that often destroys lives. We all have some problems, but alcoholism is one of the worst ones to have. They are in denial and think you are judging them, but it's so not true.