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wannabeflexygrl

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Hi all,

I've been around....here and there. I just read a thread where I was mentioned by velvett and body. Thank you two so much!!
I started crying!!!

I've had 4 months of hell. I let myself go totally and just recently in the last 2 weeks started eating right. I haven't been back to the gym because I'm just not ready. The gym represents too many bad things right now. All this time my husband was busting his ass and risking his life for fat hoes and not for me.

The current situation is that we are seperated. I am now on a search to find a "REAL" man. I'm starting to thing that he doesn't exists. I have grown so much in 4 months. I am no longer my sweet innocent self. That is what I'm angry at the most. I've become one of "them".....those bitter man haters.

Part of me still believes in the good in everyone but never again will I trust with my whole heart.


That's enough of that......

I am well. I have two new kitties!! That's six cats and two BIG dogs!!! My pup is now 9 months old!!! He's a real sweetheart.

I hope all is well with you all. Wishing you all the best in life.
 
Well, you got back up after being knocked down. That`s really good to know. Congrats and good luck.
 
glad you got rid of that dude. however you should have dumped that idiot way back when I told you to in that thread. you're better off now.
 
wannabeflexygrl said:
Hi all,

I've been around....here and there. I just read a thread where I was mentioned by velvett and body. Thank you two so much!!
I started crying!!!

I've had 4 months of hell. I let myself go totally and just recently in the last 2 weeks started eating right. I haven't been back to the gym because I'm just not ready. The gym represents too many bad things right now. All this time my husband was busting his ass and risking his life for fat hoes and not for me.

The current situation is that we are seperated. I am now on a search to find a "REAL" man. I'm starting to thing that he doesn't exists. I have grown so much in 4 months. I am no longer my sweet innocent self. That is what I'm angry at the most. I've become one of "them".....those bitter man haters.

Part of me still believes in the good in everyone but never again will I trust with my whole heart.


That's enough of that......

I am well. I have two new kitties!! That's six cats and two BIG dogs!!! My pup is now 9 months old!!! He's a real sweetheart.

I hope all is well with you all. Wishing you all the best in life.

Is this really you? I've wondered where you went. Hang in there and just keep trying.
 
Hello, Don't mind the crew...stick around and post often, theres some good ladies & Brollys here!

Good to c YA!!!

RADAR:wavey:
 
wannabeflexygrl said:
Hi all,


I've had 4 months of hell. I let myself go totally and just recently in the last 2 weeks started eating right. I haven't been back to the gym because I'm just not ready. The gym represents too many bad things right now. All this time my husband was busting his ass and risking his life for fat hoes and not for me.

The current situation is that we are seperated. I am now on a search to find a "REAL" man. I'm starting to thing that he doesn't exists. I have grown so much in 4 months. I am no longer my sweet innocent self. That is what I'm angry at the most. I've become one of "them".....those bitter man haters.



bmom?
 
Biteme,


Yes, it's really me!!! LOL!!!

I'm gonna stick with it!!

I'm doing awesome so far. I've had a perfect, clean diet for two weeks. I heard once that it only takes three weeks to form a habit, so i'm almost there.

How's your daughter? How's the bunny and the cat? How's the psycho ex wife?


I'll be on again tomorrow. Take care!
 
gonelifting said:
Well, you got back up after being knocked down. That`s really good to know. Congrats and good luck.

exactly... now take off the clothes....
 
wannabeflexygrl said:
Biteme,


Yes, it's really me!!! LOL!!!

I'm gonna stick with it!!

I'm doing awesome so far. I've had a perfect, clean diet for two weeks. I heard once that it only takes three weeks to form a habit, so i'm almost there.

How's your daughter? How's the bunny and the cat? How's the psycho ex wife?


I'll be on again tomorrow. Take care!

Daughter is doing great. She started her female thing. The cat got out and I suspect became Coyote food. Or maybe she just ran away with all the other male cats. The rabbit is fine and we now have a new dog. So glad to have you back!
 
The Nature Boy said:
glad you got rid of that dude. however you should have dumped that idiot way back when I told you to in that thread. you're better off now.


I think everybody told her.


Welcome back sweetie. Time to move forward. He is a nobody and his actions show it.
 
Great pics!!

Glad to see that you are doing well.......you had some really tough times but made it thru.

Good for you!!!!! We miss you!!!
 
Right on! Glad to see you bouncing back.
 
come back, post more pics! I liked the curly hair.

And so now you are no longer trying to work things out with the husband?
 
Pick it up and move on girl! No cheatin' man is worth any amount of missery. You know that the quicker you get back into the gym the quicker you will feel better about yourself!
 
Of course, you realize none of this is relevant unless you show us your tits.
 
Welcome back. The straight look is smokin, don't listen to these idiots. Glad your okay and in time you'll heal.
 
Hi All,

Tuc, wow you are a mod!!! OMG, congrats!!!!! I'd like my old name back if it's not too much trouble. I really appreciate it!!!


In answer to some questions:

1) we tried to work it out. When I left here I didn't know the full story so I couldn't really make a decision. It turns out, what he was doing was WAY worse than originally though. The count of women he slept with is WAY up there. I actually spoke to some of them on the phone. They had no idea about me. In fact they didn't even know his real name. The ones I was able to track down were so sorry for hurting me. I speak to some of them now and again. It's kind of strange!!! LOL.

I have talked with many other women in similar situations. The general consensus is that it takes a good 6 months to a year before your emotions stop driving the "boat". Basically, that means that I am not capable of making a life altering decision at this time. What we have decided to do was to cool it. Seperation is best..... I need time alone to clear my head. He has stopped his antics. I know this for a fact as I have installed sypware on all and every PC he touches. He is also in therapy.... Things will never, ever be the same between us. Most likely once I get back on my feet financially I will be filing for divorce.

2) Curly....LOL! I was a mess for the first few months. I was amazed that I could get myself out of bed let alone worry about my hair. This experience has actually helped me to really love myself, and accept myself for who I am. I am proud of my curly hair now!! LOL!!!

3) I actually worked out yesterday and today. Just cardio for now. I'm getting really antsy though. It's just a matter of time before I start weight training again.


Thank you all for being such good people. I have missed you all and thought of you all often. I will try to check back in soon. Take care all!
 
STRAIGHT!!!!

:pout:
 
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