Having to Live with Yourself.....

[jenscats5]

shush, i love you, i mean some of these others sweat stains.

I can't be shushed...... LOL

 

[H_T_]

lots of self righteous peeps in this thread who are most likely very very very scared of real life.

i was ascared of leave the house last night, cuz of friday the 13th.

 

[Bikini Mod]

I'm in south central jersey myself.. How did you end up moving to Alabama? People die more frequently there? (Bad bad joke LOL).

I really would like to find a guy that fits that description who isn't a controlling asshole. There are some days when I honestly feel like giving up on a lot of things, but of course, because of my girls (I have four) giving up simply isn't an option.

Hope you have a safe trip, Sugarplumb.

Emilia

And this proves what exactly?

I did not solicit you asswipe. I was merely being nice. I have many many many interactions with men on EF. I only ever loved ONE. And he was the only man who EVER EVER EVER touched me.

So your point would be?

 

[H_T_]

And this proves what exactly?

I did not solicit you asswipe. I was merely being nice. I have many many many interactions with men on EF. I only ever loved ONE. And he was the only man who EVER EVER EVER touched me.

So your point would be?

i'll give you 4 dollars to let me touch you.

 

[Bikini Mod]

Here is an email I just got from my near 13 y/o:

From : <@yahoo.com>
Sent : Saturday, October 14, 2006 5:57 PM
To : Mami Mami <[email protected]>
Subject : the other night

| | | Inbox




okay mami, so like i was crying so much and screaming and yelling at daddy, that he tried calling people, and i said that i really wanted to see you. and he kep telling me that i wasnt allowed to because of a court order and that "your mother" can get into trouble if i try seeing you.
and i said that like no she cant, i want to see her! i want to live with her! i hate you daddy! stuff like that, and hes like thats it kristina, your mother made you crazy, im calling the hospital because you are out of controll. so i tried disconecting the phone lines and was trying to run away but daddy wouldnt let me leave. and then i was just crying and threatning him and stuff like that. and then i threatend to call the police if he wouldnt let me see you, and he said well thats not going to change anything because police cant go against the law. and i said, well daddy i hate you so much and i hate living with you because you make me misseralble. and he said, well that isnt going to change anything, and that i wouldnt live with you, that i would just wind up in a hospital and that i wouldnt be able to see for a while because the court will see how you made me crazy. and im like,
DAD MOM DID NOT MAKE ME SAY ANY OF THIS, SHE DIDN'T MAKE ME DEPRESSED OR UPSET OR DO ANYTHING! THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT YOU MAKE ME LIKE THIS. and i was just crying in my room, and then he left me in there and i really felt like hurting myself because i feel like i cant possibly do anything, because it was a weekend. i should try come seeing you on a school day because then i can already be at your house mami and no one will be able to move me. but i wasnt able to get there because i was at daddies house. but it will be different next time mami trust me. and i didnt hurt myself because i love you and i knew that i would just wind up hurting you, nina, uncle brad, and my cousins. i love you all! soo much, and thats what happend mami!

********

This is what I have had to endure for near 6 years.

Now can you see why your comments hurt me so much?

 

[H_T_]

Here is an email I just got from my near 13 y/o:

From : <@yahoo.com>
Sent : Saturday, October 14, 2006 5:57 PM
To : Mami Mami <[email protected]>
Subject : the other night

| | | Inbox




okay mami, so like i was crying so much and screaming and yelling at daddy, that he tried calling people, and i said that i really wanted to see you. and he kep telling me that i wasnt allowed to because of a court order and that "your mother" can get into trouble if i try seeing you.
and i said that like no she cant, i want to see her! i want to live with her! i hate you daddy! stuff like that, and hes like thats it kristina, your mother made you crazy, im calling the hospital because you are out of controll. so i tried disconecting the phone lines and was trying to run away but daddy wouldnt let me leave. and then i was just crying and threatning him and stuff like that. and then i threatend to call the police if he wouldnt let me see you, and he said well thats not going to change anything because police cant go against the law. and i said, well daddy i hate you so much and i hate living with you because you make me misseralble. and he said, well that isnt going to change anything, and that i wouldnt live with you, that i would just wind up in a hospital and that i wouldnt be able to see for a while because the court will see how you made me crazy. and im like,
DAD MOM DID NOT MAKE ME SAY ANY OF THIS, SHE DIDN'T MAKE ME DEPRESSED OR UPSET OR DO ANYTHING! THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT YOU MAKE ME LIKE THIS. and i was just crying in my room, and then he left me in there and i really felt like hurting myself because i feel like i cant possibly do anything, because it was a weekend. i should try come seeing you on a school day because then i can already be at your house mami and no one will be able to move me. but i wasnt able to get there because i was at daddies house. but it will be different next time mami trust me. and i didnt hurt myself because i love you and i knew that i would just wind up hurting you, nina, uncle brad, and my cousins. i love you all! soo much, and thats what happend mami!

********

This is what I have had to endure for near 6 years.

Now can you see why your comments hurt me so much?

i told you i was sorry. i don't know what else i can do...

 

[Bikini Mod]

i told you i was sorry. i don't know what else i can do...

If your apology is truly sincere then I accept it.

This thread has been hurting me since I read it first. I dont like venom or negativity. I have enough of it IRL. I dont seek it out here.

We are cool. I wont bring it up again.

 

[H_T_]

I can't be shushed...... LOL

how `bout smothered with a pillow?

 

[jenscats5]

how `bout smothered with a pillow?

With this annoying cough/cold I have - you need to take a number & wait in line......

 

[H_T_]

With this annoying cough/cold I have - you need to take a number & wait in line......

i have a homeopathic remedy for that.