Having to Live with Yourself.....

[H_T_]

Just make sure you go to confession after....

this thread is about me. not some fucking immigrant who works in a toll booth.

 

[Gymgurl]

Ht darlin.....you need to go to confession too......

 

[KillahBee]

i'm very glad that portishead was mentioned here.

 

[H_T_]

i'm very glad that portishead was mentioned here.

wtf. 2 good songs. other than that, it's Mazzy Star all over again. and you guys only throw those bands names around to get chicks attention. everyone knows you're listening to Master of Puppets right now....

 

[H_T_]

Ht darlin.....you need to go to confession too......

i don't believe in confessing. you want me to confess to something? try torture.

 

[jenscats5]

a lot of you know i work with mentally ill people. i have a resource/support center i run. i had a staff member from one of the group homes introduce a new patient from their home, and when i look up, i see this kid that i used to bully from high school. bully is being used lightly. i pretty much abused this guy, took his lunches, embarrassed him at every turn, hit, trip, call names, etc. i remember challenging him to do 20 push ups at a party and he struggled the whole way and on his 20 rep, on the way up, i stepped on his back and spilled a beer on him.
so yeah, i was a bastard....and now seeing him made me feel like shit. knowing that he lost it and that i was part of it. you can say whatever you want, about how kids forget things, well, bullshit. if i can remember doing this stuff to him... kids that were bullied have memories of being bullied.
it was hard to approach him, i was fucking nervous. but he came into my office and introduced himself and then apologized for not doing it sooner. i told him that i knew who he was and that we went to HS together. he said he couldn't remember, then i started asking him about certain people and events and parties and stuff. he started to remember a lot of stuff. but then he looks at me and says: "I'm sorry i don't remember you HT." i felt like throwing up. still do. he tells me "I can't remember things because of (insert large #) ECT's." karma is a bitch.

So you felt like shit remembering the things you did to him? Good!! You should feel like shit......

 

[H_T_]

So you felt like shit remembering the things you did to him? Good!! You should feel like shit......

lotsa fuckers throwin' stones up in here. i see how a lot of you treat people online, i doubt its any different IRL. least i have the fucking balls to admit. honesty is my only excuse......and yeah, i'm better than most of you.

 

[jenscats5]

lotsa fuckers throwin' stones up in here. i see how a lot of you treat people online, i doubt its any different IRL. least i have the fucking balls to admit. honesty is my only excuse......and yeah, i'm better than most of you.

I'm not throwing stones.......as someone who was physically & mentally assaulted everday in school, I was just thinking how'd I'd like the peeps who bullied ME to feel......so, IMO - you should feel like crap for how you treated him......

 

[KillahBee]

lots of self righteous peeps in this thread who are most likely very very very scared of real life.

 

[H_T_]

I'm not throwing stones.......as someone who was physically & mentally assaulted everday in school, I was just thinking how'd I'd like the peeps who bullied ME to feel......so, IMO - you should feel like crap for how you treated him......

shush, i love you, i mean some of these others sweat stains.