Goin geigh

[bigtravis]

Every since my ex-fiance left me three years ago things just haven't been right. Every time I try somebody new I find myself compairing them to her. And if they have kids it's even worse.
Some might remember the one who I thought had my kid. Well when the girl was on my computer I was laying in bed and looked at her and I had a serious flashback seeing Brianna the oldest of my ex sitting there. It was fucked up.
Everyday that goes by I think of her. Sometimes I see them out and it definately hurts. I know she doesn't have anybody either. One just wonders if there would ever be a chance. I honestly think that my past of peddling gear got the best of her and she hates my guts. I only wish she knew that I'm not the same person I was then. And I mean that on an extreem note.

 

[miplank]

Do you know she hates your guts? have you tried talking to her?





















oh, and you mean to tell me you aren't geigh? you had me fooled all along

 

[-SD-]

forget about her. seems like theres too much baggage going on there.

 

[miplank]

forget about her. seems like theres too much baggage going on there.

Translation: bend over and spread your cheeks, bish.

 

[-SD-]

Translation: bend over and spread your cheeks, bish.

lol may as well, every other chick that gets burned always says how they are goin lez

 

[Smurfy]

show us your tits and shes cheating on you

 

[miplank]

lol may as well, every other chick that gets burned always says how they are goin lez

Translation: I have spread my cheeks many times

 

[bigtravis]

Well about 5 months ago I went into Chief's and was talking to an old friend of hers and mine. Well she was beside him and saw me. Ignored me at first the leaned back and said hi you can come talk to me. So I went over we were smiling and talking. So at the end I said I was goin and Chris shook my hand and as I went to tell her goodbye she opened her arms to hug. As we hugged she said that she was sorry for everything. I said the same back. I went to my truck and I'm not too proud to say that I broke down bad. Well it fucked with my head so bad cause it had been 2.5 years since we last spoke. So I called her at work and I just asked why she decided to speak after so long and I guess it came off as questioning her actions. She got very defensive and said that she was not sorry and that she wouldn't go back and change anything and that she wished she hadn't have said anything. I just didn't know what to make of it and wanted to know what she was thinking. Ladies help?

 

[Smurfy]

she;s just not that into you
you need to move on
sorry to be the bearer of bad news

 

[-SD-]

Translation: I have spread my cheeks many times

I dont get burned, I burn.

 

[miplank]

send her some flowers, write a nice note saying your sorry and blah blah blah.





















oh, and take the saran wrap off your balls

 

[miplank]

I dont get burned, I burn.

Translation: it burns when I pee

 

[-SD-]

Translation: it burns when I pee

I dont pee, I unleash hell

 

[miplank]

I dont pee, I unleash hell

I have the most perfect picture to K message you, but i'll let you off the hook.

 

[miplank]

oh, and you should have a doctor check that out dave.

 

[-SD-]

I have the most perfect picture to K message you, but i'll let you off the hook.

now youve gotta do it rob

 

[miplank]

okay, I warned you

 

[binö]

damn this is a sad tale...distance and space is the only cure for this.
and maybe a 'tute or two

 

[bigtravis]

damn this is a sad tale...distance and space is the only cure for this.
and maybe a 'tute or two

Thats only the half of it. Two days before she left she sent the girls back to their dads as usual. I never got to say goodbye to them. They lived with me for five years. Starting at ages 1 and 7.

 

[redsamurai]

I don't know the story about why she left you.........but it seems like she's "way" over you and not being mealy mouth about it. My ex didn't completely jump out of the relationship for like almost a year after she "left".........so count yourself lucky that your ex had the balls to end it like a grown up and not "kind of" change her mind from month to month.

She obviously has baggage from her previous marriage as well. So take that in account. She just wasn't about to marry again and possibly have more kids and then divorce again. If you think about it, in these times we're livin in...........you can understand her decision. It sucks obviously and I feel for you.......been there myself.