AN UPDATE ON MY BREAK UP
Well i have now found a place and i will be moving very shortly, unfortunately my ex bf does not know, i have already found a place, u see we are both moving out of the house we once shared.
it soo weird because today after days of been soo cold and distant, he wanted to have sex with me, he was telling me that we are not getting back together and we should enjoy sex for what it is,
Well i said no, i really don't think soo, and that u can't have it both ways,
We were supposed to go and see Madonna in concert in Paris, but now his going with a friend of his for 3days, well it's those 3 days when his gone, that i will pack my things and move out, so when he gets back and his expecting to see me at home, well it will be an empty home he'll get,
I really do love him and i think both of us need to do some growig up, i have deicided to get on with my life, as hard as it might be, and also better myself and if his the one i was ment to spend my life with, then love will bring him back to me.