Getting bad with the G again

[mrs.tony]

this might be slightly off topic, but all i know is that when my boyfriend drinks G we have the best sex

 

[Machiavellian Muscle]

Thats because G makes a man feel like no other. Horney as hell, big ass hard ons, you feel great happy. This is why it is hard to stop. I will do my best to prove to myself that I am in control and try to slow down until Labor Day. Then I am going to South Beach for 4 days and I got to bring the G bug with me.

Thanks for your support guys. For those of you that use you understand what I am going through. Life is a constant struggle.

 

[mrs.tony]

im so jealous you are going to SB me and my bf brought G down there, took some shots @ Space, was pretty nice, you'll have a blast....wish i could hear Tennaglia spin @ Space tho, that should be insane, Sept 1st!!

 

[euphoria]

i highly doubt that your going to be able to get a decent night sleep without g for a while.

 

[drrman]

not true for me euphoria, G jacks me up now, it used to pass me out, but for some reason now i can't sleep for shit on it unless i take an ungodly amount.

 

[harddtime]

i think the first week of coming off you'll experience some anxiety, i usually do, but never problems sleeping. I know the pain your going through, the worst is coming off juice AND trying to stop G. I'm just trying to decide whether it's worth giving it up or not, it seems to make my life better (but that could be just rationalizing of a weak mind, who the fuck knows). Either way good luck buddy, i def feel ya.

 

[princess]

glad to hear that you have some common sense and you're trying to get control over this now, before its too late and turns into a serious problem. its just way too damn easy to get caught up in any drug. good luck!!!

 

[Machiavellian Muscle]

Well last night I did not do any G. Went out on a date w/girl who knows that I do it. She was bitching at me the whole night saying that I looked real jumpy and that I need to stop the g. I told her I wasn't on and she didn't believe. Actually really wasn't and at the time wish I was if I was going to be accused. I had the worst time not b/c of G, but b/c I realized that she is so insecure w/herself and she thinks someone who is secure with themselve is cocky. Not the case.

Anyway sleep was rough and almost nonexistent last night. Fuckin hamstrings kept cramping up all night from heavy legs a couple days ago. I love doing the G, but I realize it is getting too habitual which is not cool. Last time when I got real real bad I lost my mind and hallucinated like no other. Thought I was in a fucked up horror movie with my friends as the main characters. Scary shit and lasted for a few days and don't want to get to that level again. Next few days will be a little crazy, but I need to get it out of my system for the time being.

 

[baldbull]

just stop!

 

[princess]

good start mackavelli. keep it up!