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WOW, this was the first time I have read this post. My other half brought in copies from chat and the mod baord for me. They kept me in good spirits and where kept on a table by my bed.
Its been a very painful 10 days. I am still very weak and mostly sleep since I got home yesterday. Life has changed in the past two weeks. You are all so very kind to have posted such great thoughts and prayers. I had many phone calls from elite members and it was great to hear voices to put to names. Except Bouncer who kept waking me up with a deep Irish accent. Made me crack up.
This visit was not steriod releated. I've always done moderate doses though I do mix in quite a few things at contest time so it may have pushed or accelerated the problem. It was accute pancreatis and my second bought. It was kidney stones ( 6 new ones) but I have had 3 surguries on these and well over 100 stones. It was enlarged prostate ( steriods for sure) my prostate is huge and I am on medication. My liver was because of being exsposed to hep c but my body fought it off years ago and my enzymes will alwasy be high and I will never get it or pass it. It was interesting how I amy have got it back 9 years ago or so. Snorting coke through a straw with others. Blood in the nose they have hep c guess what we all do now. There was nothing else i have done except that.
To those on the chat board and on other board who dished me, wished for my kidneys to expolde and claimed I had no insurance it s called Karma and it will come back and bite you in the ass. In real life the people who know who I am laugh at shit like that. I have more money than god and 100% insurance and have never posted on not having insurance. It was my friends and there concern.
You are all great people and your commments today had me in tears. I never knew folks cared so much about me and it felt great. All I can say is THANKS.
I WILL NOT COMPETE AGIN BUT i WILL CONTINUE TO LIFT AND EST THE LIFESTYLE BUT WILL NOW ENJOY MY LIFE SO MUCH MORE AND MY OTHER HALF WHO WAS WITH ME DAY AND NIGHT AND SPENT EVRY NIGHT BY MY BED. THATS WHAT LIFE IS REALLY ABOUT.
My doctor will moniter my blood and I amy go on small cycles here and there but no stage and no pushing the envelope. My family and friends and a fun life are in my future.
god bless
Its been a very painful 10 days. I am still very weak and mostly sleep since I got home yesterday. Life has changed in the past two weeks. You are all so very kind to have posted such great thoughts and prayers. I had many phone calls from elite members and it was great to hear voices to put to names. Except Bouncer who kept waking me up with a deep Irish accent. Made me crack up.
This visit was not steriod releated. I've always done moderate doses though I do mix in quite a few things at contest time so it may have pushed or accelerated the problem. It was accute pancreatis and my second bought. It was kidney stones ( 6 new ones) but I have had 3 surguries on these and well over 100 stones. It was enlarged prostate ( steriods for sure) my prostate is huge and I am on medication. My liver was because of being exsposed to hep c but my body fought it off years ago and my enzymes will alwasy be high and I will never get it or pass it. It was interesting how I amy have got it back 9 years ago or so. Snorting coke through a straw with others. Blood in the nose they have hep c guess what we all do now. There was nothing else i have done except that.
To those on the chat board and on other board who dished me, wished for my kidneys to expolde and claimed I had no insurance it s called Karma and it will come back and bite you in the ass. In real life the people who know who I am laugh at shit like that. I have more money than god and 100% insurance and have never posted on not having insurance. It was my friends and there concern.
You are all great people and your commments today had me in tears. I never knew folks cared so much about me and it felt great. All I can say is THANKS.
I WILL NOT COMPETE AGIN BUT i WILL CONTINUE TO LIFT AND EST THE LIFESTYLE BUT WILL NOW ENJOY MY LIFE SO MUCH MORE AND MY OTHER HALF WHO WAS WITH ME DAY AND NIGHT AND SPENT EVRY NIGHT BY MY BED. THATS WHAT LIFE IS REALLY ABOUT.
My doctor will moniter my blood and I amy go on small cycles here and there but no stage and no pushing the envelope. My family and friends and a fun life are in my future.
god bless
