I'd sell it all, personally except the test. then put the test in a cupboard and forget it's there for a good few months while you learn what you're doing.
and if you had done any research you wouldn't have ordered the tren. Learn to do research ,I did for 2 yrs before touching anything, you'll never learn anything have people giving you spoon fed information.
Yeah man remember were not trying to put you down or anything. Just dropping priceless information that id I had about 4 years ago I would have done a few things differently.