I completely had no arrogance intended in my original post, nor am i at all ignorant in person im actually pretty polite. What i ment and i did not explain correctly was that, i was looking for dosing info of each of what to take for a person of my stature, thats why i kept saying i didn't want to be ripped open for choosing to do a cycle just wanted dosing info cause ive seen people post looking for info on this forum before and people kept telling him not too instead of giving him a number which was doo-able. I know now that it was pretty foolish what i was contemplating on actually attempting, its just because of years and years of seeing other's use a'bolics and getting huge, like i know a guy who is maybe like 5'8, he use to be like maybe 160 pounds never worked out, then he decided to do aas and the next time i had seen him later on he was massive easily over 200 pounds, its been a year since then i have noticed him lose some weight here and there but to this day he is still at minimum 190-200, seeing that made me choose a path which was cocky and i know that, and a few here will get an apology from me , i'm sorry(but not every1LoL). Anyways i am not 155 pounds i am a skeleton from the underworld who is on methadone maintenance to treat his opiate addiction (which lowers test levels, i actually heard of being able to go to a doctor and getting a shot of test or RX test treatment's which i may look into.) I am not going to bother to work hard in the next few month's it is completely pointless(being honest here so don't post and kill me LOL) because as i am on methadone maintenance, i've been a drug addict since 15 yrs old, and am still using amphetamines at the moment, but working on completely tossing that out again, and getting off my methadone, then i will have a chance at being healthy again and gaining some weight. For most 155 at my height 5'6 is seen as nothing, but my diet since childhood has consisted of pizza, fries+gravy+cheese, pizza pockets, mr noodles, chef boyardee LOL all junk, not even veggies or fruit, so ya after reading up on vital nutrients and vitamins my body should of been getting from all the healthy food's i have been abscent from in my lifetime, i've come to realize that is most likely what has caused my stunted growth, as my siblings have grown a lot bigger than me. I know that drug use played a role too, but even when i quit for two years in grade 12 highschool when i was 17 - 19, i had never been able to get over like 130 pounds. Last year drug use had caused me to witheraway to 105 pounds(had maybe a month left to live was dying from being so unhealthy fukindope) i had gotten arrested and sentenced 9 month's in jail sucked 8=======D. Anyways they had a full gym at the facility i had been incarcerated at, all cables no free weights for safety reasons im guessing, but in boredom and having a lot of time to kill i decided to give working out a try, and i loved it. Within 5 month's or less i had reached 160 pounds, but i ate like a caveman because my body was so hungry from being starved on drug's for as long as it had been. at 160 i had some fat on me, i believe the BMI scale they had there was reading 20% at that point LOL. I decided to stop myself from eating 3 large bags of chips in my bed before sleeep every night(literally would from hunger) and started eating less at meals and dropped a pretty good ammount of fat in like a month, cut down to 150 pounds and BF dropped 2.5-3% was now 17.5-18, and was toned everywhere exept for about an inch of gut sticking out lol. i chose to lose my pregnant belly because i didnt want to have it for when i was released back home, didn't want the women laughing at me haha. I have a hard time keeping weight on because i dont have much of a hunger anymore, even when not using lately. anyways i juzt spent quite a bit of time typing all this at 4 am , im just hoping that the day that i can get off my methadone comes quick so my body can begin running normally again and producing everything normally/naturally so that i can start to eat more and try and get in shape, im new to this but ready to put the time in , and hopefully not fuck up again and waste all the time i spent making gains(i've lost 35-40lbs/all of my gains i had made in the story i just shared with ya sucks.) anyways im sure i probly went way off topic and stuff but i just wanted to explain where that im at, and be honest n not lie, i do have respect for other's and i hope that other's interacting with myself also have it in return, . ANYWAYS i started typing and just didnt stop so ill make myself stop now or ill end up writing ten times this LOL. Thx to every1 tryin to help me out, take care.
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