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oklahoma86
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^^^ Point being, keep doin what your doing, it does DEFINITELY seem like you need to learn a lot more, but I think you are obviously working hard enough. If you have the drive, the learning part is just straight fun. Dont believe everything you read on the internet, but dont be afraid of it - read a LOT, find people, like on here (like try PMing NeedToGetAAS or going to the thread "tell me your on cycle problems and I will find a solution" that he posted on the Anabolic Discussion Board) that you trust, and dont believe all of any of it!! Take as much advice as you can get, ignore what doesnt work for you, REMEMBER what does, and repeat! If ANY of these guys looked exactly like they wanted to, or were exactly as strong as they wanted to be, they wouldnt be here... from the most accomplished to the newest member. So when you realize its a lifelong proccess, it takes a lot of stress of looking exactly how you want in the next 4 months!! Good luck to ya bro!
