This is one of those times when I feel like all this shit I do - 24/7 just doesn't amount to CRAP.
I've come a long way from where I was less than a year ago - but (and this is hard for me to admit) - but I'm having one of those moments (right before my 2nd cardio session of the day) - where I just want to pack it in say "FUCKIT"
The bodyfat is SLOWLY dropping - like a snail, but I my fat-ass waist is 2in wider than it was 2 weeks ago............
I knew that none of this was ever going to be easy - but it is SO much harder this time, than it ever was when I was younger.
Why do we do this?
Why can't we accept being "like everyone else"?
Why am I being such a pussy?
How the hell am I going to get down to <8% bodyfat if I can even get to solid 15!!
Gut check time - cause no drug in the world can help me do what I need to do now.
fuck...............
I've come a long way from where I was less than a year ago - but (and this is hard for me to admit) - but I'm having one of those moments (right before my 2nd cardio session of the day) - where I just want to pack it in say "FUCKIT"
The bodyfat is SLOWLY dropping - like a snail, but I my fat-ass waist is 2in wider than it was 2 weeks ago............
I knew that none of this was ever going to be easy - but it is SO much harder this time, than it ever was when I was younger.
Why do we do this?
Why can't we accept being "like everyone else"?
Why am I being such a pussy?
How the hell am I going to get down to <8% bodyfat if I can even get to solid 15!!
Gut check time - cause no drug in the world can help me do what I need to do now.
fuck...............


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go to sleep go to sleep lol
what the hell is going on....get your act together..."there is no crying in weightlifting"....jk....ive hit that same wall so many times it has my imprint on it...