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SoreArms

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I've let my life get taken over by meaningless fascades. I've forgotten what really matters to me. Really, I've forgotten and I need to re-figure it out. My life feels like a meaningless void most of the time. It just keeps going, with no end in sight and I can't control it. Like I'm living the life that some one else has given me the template to and I have no say on the upcoming chapters.

I've let the fear of failure to do what I love steer me toward a path of comformity. Well fuck that, I've had enough comformity for a life time.
I'm not a fucking engineer! I'm not a mangement tool! Fuck this corporate latter! It was supposed to be a back up plan, not my life.

My imagination, vision and creativity are going to waste in such a stuffy enironment! Time to take back the intensity, insanity, fire and desire that was once mine!

2.0 Beta 1
 
Is this a k thread?

lol jk dude, noone`s gonna do anything for you. If you want something, go do it, go take it. Good luck bro.
 
I am not a tie and slacks wearing mother fucker goddamit! How did I let myself become comfortable in this uniform? Where is my dignity, where are my balls?
 
SoreArms said:
I am not a tie and slacks wearing mother fucker goddamit! How did I let myself become comfortable in this uniform? Where is my dignity, where are my balls?


Apparently they are in a jar on Mr. Lumberg's desk..
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
what do you love?
I'm a write, a poet, a genius, I know it

but seriously writing, painting, music, creating, just creativity in general, that was my interests. I got scared of persuing a career in any of these fields because of the high failure rate and decided to go into engineering as a back up, then I could persue whatever else I wanted. I forgot about the original plan and was starting to get comfortable in this life of norms.

I had a review at work today and my boss talked to me about some upcoming opportunities for me to move into management. As good as that might sound, it shook my boots (I don't really wear boots). Taking a step like that almost certainly sentences me to a life of comformity. Before I know it, I'll start wearing tapered jeans and polo shirts as my casual wear becasue my band t-shirts and fucked up chuks are too offensive to society. Fuck that and fuck society! I will not play by the rules, rules that "society" has made for me. I'll make my own rules, my own way, my own life! I will not live a cookie cutter life!
 
ChewYxRage said:
it's called neccessity. I think you need money to live, may be wrong.


You ARE wrong my friend. You are wrong.

All you need is food, water, shelter, and clothes. Also transportation and maybe an education or some kind of tools, but other than that, you`re wrong!


Also, the obvious question to Sorearms is Are your arms always sore?
 
SoreArms said:
I am not a tie and slacks wearing mother fucker goddamit! How did I let myself become comfortable in this uniform? Where is my dignity, where are my balls?

face it dude...you're getting older. it happens. it's called life.

at least you already have your education and don't have kids. i, on the other hand, am right about your age, in school, and i have 2 kids. i too had hopes, aspirations, dreams....things that were not the norm.

my wild life is over. i had to face the music.

on the bright side, when my son turns 18, i'll only be 41. when i boot him out of the house, i'll still be young enough i don't need viagra. i'll actually be able to have some sort of a life.
 
crak600 said:
face it dude...you're getting older. it happens. it's called life.

at least you already have your education and don't have kids. i, on the other hand, am right about your age, in school, and i have 2 kids. i too had hopes, aspirations, dreams....things that were not the norm.

my wild life is over. i had to face the music.

on the bright side, when my son turns 18, i'll only be 41. when i boot him out of the house, i'll still be young enough i don't need viagra. i'll actually be able to have some sort of a life.
fuck comformity!
 
your uniform does not make who you are


civil engineering would be a good alternative, in my eyes

put up with the stuffy environment while part-timing a second degree...

become management and swindle and pillage the company, then move to mexico
 
SoreArms said:
fuck comformity!

it's not conformity if you still think for yourself. you do what you've got to do to get by. period. when you start thinking like them, acting like them, and living your life like them, then you have conformed.

do what you have to do to get what you want out of life. no one is stopping you. but no one ever said that just because you work with "them" that you have to become "them."

it sounds like you're having some sort of an identity crisis. i suggest you get drunk then watch Fight Club this weekend. then live it out. make it your dream. follow your dreams. do it.

DOOOOOOOOO EEEEEEEEEEEEEEET.
 
SoreArms said:
I'm a write, a poet, a genius, I know it

but seriously writing, painting, music, creating, just creativity in general, that was my interests. !

Bro, do all of this on the weekends or afterwork. Find some groups or classes etc. Now get to work.

Oh, don't forget to take your sister to the Y. Hey maybe she wants to paint or write etc with you.
 
Good for you if you have the balls to say "Fuck" to your boss and start a new life doing what you like

We all want to do that but very few actually do it
 
Well, I'm not going to quit my job tomorrow and go out and buy some bongos or anything stupid like that. I still gotta pay bills, but this is an awakening to figure out the path to where I want to be. Like I said in the first post I've forgotten what really matters to me, I got too wrapped up in succeeding and climbing in status. I need to figure myself out all over again.

Definately going to get back into writing and painting on spare time right now and I actually do plan to take an art class with my sis.

I'm also not talking about living like a wild man partying the rest of my life or artist pipe dreams. There is a lot of reality in what I speak.
 
bran987 said:
don't worry guys he just drank a whole pot of coffee after a double ECA dose he always gets this way.
no, just the gloom of my reality setting in. I can't let that happen.
 
Resistance is futile

LOL

j/k bor

But seriously, conform now, or we will hurt you.

Real bad, not gentle like before

Your friend

Corporate America
 
SoreArms said:
Well, I'm not going to quit my job tomorrow and go out and buy some bongos or anything stupid like that. I still gotta pay bills, but this is an awakening to figure out the path to where I want to be. Like I said in the first post I've forgotten what really matters to me, I got too wrapped up in succeeding and climbing in status. I need to figure myself out all over again.

Definately going to get back into writing and painting on spare time right now and I actually do plan to take an art class with my sis.

I'm also not talking about living like a wild man partying the rest of my life or artist pipe dreams. There is a lot of reality in what I speak.

i don't see what's wrong with getting wrapped up in succeeding and climbing in status. you fight your way up until you're comfortable, then you can relax to a point. some people are comfortable in the middle, some aren't talented enough to get past the middle. which one are you?
 
crak600 said:
i don't see what's wrong with getting wrapped up in succeeding and climbing in status. you fight your way up until you're comfortable, then you can relax to a point. some people are comfortable in the middle, some aren't talented enough to get past the middle. which one are you?
I'm the guy that flips off the guys wearing suits while making a comfortable living off his creativity on his own terms! Atleast, that's who I'd like to be.
 
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