i was blasting with high amounts of test and tren. eating to much food. holding to much mass. i started having pains in the center of my chest one morning as i woke up. they started getting worst as i got out of bed. so i called my doc who i just saw less than 2 weaks before and he told me to fly to the er. he met me there and after all kinds of tests he showed me the xray of my heart and also one from a few months ago. my heart looked like someone grabbed the bottom of it and stretched it down. this was my hearts last attempt to try to keep up with the work load i was giving it. if i didnt go to the er that morning and make some serous changes i would be dead right now. i was put on meds, i dropped my gear to 100mg test ew trt, took my diet from 8k cals to 4k cals and no fat. i did 1 hour ed 6 days per wk slow easy cardio, and i dropped over 50lbs of mass and fat. my stats at the time where 5'5'' 278lbs 20% bf. lucily my heart went back to normal and i got a second chance.
i now run 150mg tese ew, with little cycles here and there, eat 5k cals extremely clean (obsesson like). i keep my heart #1 but over all health is far more important than mass. i wont cycle anything that gives me anything less than a good sence of well being. if you can feal a negative anything from a steroid than that steroid is causing damage to your body. if you cant feal any negative you are still at the same risks.