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40butpumpin raises a real good issue.........do we have the right to put the family at risk? What do you think, 40?
done with steroids
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ironmaster said:
If I lived in the States, I don't think I would use because of the legal implications. I think I would try to get it legally through one of the HRT or life extension clinics. Yeah you pay more but it is worth it not to get busted. Luckily here in Canada, you can't get busted for possession....
Re JA's comment about the wife getting pissed about board time and roids, I found that my wife is less pissed about doing juice if I am not spending all my time online and ignoring her. The boards are addictive and I think we have to realise that they are not as important as our relationships with others.
I am sure I could use some diet pointers. It is hard for me to find the time during the day to eat when I need to and my appetite sucks so I have to force it down when I do eat.bicepts101 said:
How do you guys with full time jobs do it? It's not like you can just take off 10 minutes every 2 or three hours to eat. How do you stave off the bordom with eating the same stuff every day. I have been eating 6 eggs for breakfast for months and it's getting hard to even look at an egg now.
40butpumpin
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ironmaster said:
bro, i can't take credit for that great post, our good bro sk* gave us that.
but i came close to making a post, however, i felt like i'd be a hypocrit to do that. you see i have 4 little ones ranging in age from 6 through 11; one is a boy. i do have legit script, however, my aas use extends way beyond that and i hide it all behind that script. i'm also exploiting my wife's lack of understanding of things as she's from Peru and maybe (no definitely) not as savy as an American woman would be about these types of things. i've struggled with this very thing many times: what if i went to prison due to some aspect of this or got very sick as a direct result of using, do i have the right to take my kid's "daddy" away from them or my wife's husband? the answer is easy and the answer is an emphatical "no!"
but does that stop me? no, it does not. why it doesn't stop me is because i have the feeling that that can't happen to me; that i'm somewhat indestructable; that the odds are much too small or that i'd figure a way out of it before it would/could really destroy me. no, i'm not proud of that, i'm simply giving you all what i see and feel objectively and honestly.
so when i read spidey's post i thought about what i would do if i were faced with the possibility of divorce and i'm not proud of what i came up with. perhaps i have somewhat of an addiction to this whole thing. is it wanting to look and feel the best that i can? is it something that i can call all mine? or is it something else? whatever my reasons, however, all i could do was justify why i should be able to continue. but deep in my heart, i do feel/know i'm being selfish.
i think spidey is doing the right thing and shouldn't compromise one bit on his decision. i give him all the credit in the world for taking a stand for what's right and doing something about it.
spidey more power to you brother!
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Thanks 40butpumpin. I need all the encouragement I can get right now. This is REALLY hard for me. I had nothing but good experiences with AS and I will miss the strength and overactive sex drive a lot. It would be easier for me if she could give me some rational reasons why she doesn't like it but she either can't or won't.
Sucks bro. I can definitly relate to you with the metabolism thing but It sounds like you may not be eating enough. I would definitly lose major weight with only three meals a day. Focus on retaining the gains you make from your cycles, not on the next cycle. It sucks that your wife wont listen to the facts of steroids but i dont think going behind her back is cool either.
my two cents.
my two cents.
just my opinion (and I didnt read the whole thread) but I would think those stats are very do-able without any juice. You should be able to have the bod you want and the marriage. You're not training for the Olympia anyways, right?
bottomline: are 15" arms worth losing your wife and seeing your child on weekends? no brainer.
bottomline: are 15" arms worth losing your wife and seeing your child on weekends? no brainer.
get on something to shut your nuts down make appt with endocrenologist spelling???? tell him u have been dropping lbs,no sex drive etc... depressed u talked to your brother who is a few years older and lives cross country and he said try hormone replacement therapy...doc may make u try patch for 30 days etc... if he does it come back in 30 days tell him it did not work tell him bro gives self shot at home and you need to learn to do same because you can't get off work to come to docs every week or two,he will test your test levels they should be low i did this and got test 200mg every 2 weeks told doc it helped some he upped it to 200mg every week and presto u can stay on.
canadianhitman
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Dude....I'd just do it on the sly. Use long-estered test and anabolics so that you only have to shoot once a week. Keep it at a friend's house...shoot there. I think that since your natural state is extremely small, she should be more understanding of the psychological benefits you gain from getting up to a more average size. It's not as if you're becoming some hulk that sticks out in a crowd or something. Normally, I would see the wife's point of view somewhat. But in your case, I can't support her objections. Do just enough to keep yourself in your new size bracket...since she knows nothing about steroids, you can just tell her that size you gain stays with you forever...no reason for you to get busted at all, if you're smart. The key is having a solid friend who will hide your stuff at his place.
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