My wife just can't deal with it and I think my continued steroid use would damage my marrage; it may already have.
I will miss it a lot. The strength is very addictive and I loved the way they made me feel and look but, as weird as it sounds, I think she prefers the way I looked before. I was chronically underweight at 130 lbs and 5'8" tall. I had 13.5 inch arms and 14 inch calves, a 38 inch chest and a 29" waist. Does that sound good to you? I have added 1.5 inches to my arms and calves and over 4 inches to my chest. I haven't measured my shoulders but I think I have added at least 6 inches in shoulder width. How could that possibly not look better?? I am completely mystified. I am now 160 lbs with a 32" waist, 42 inch chest, 15 inch arms and calves. I know that isn't big by most of your standards but that is huge for me. I doubt I will be able to keep it without AS though. My metabolism is just too high. Shit, I went to a conference in DC a couple weeks ago and for 4 days just ate 3 good meals a day and walked around a lot seeing the sites and I lost 8 frigging pounds.
It's frustrating because she refuses to learn anything about them or even talk about it. I think she feels that if she were to read up a little I would think she was condoning it. So, she won't even attempt to learn.
I envy you guys who have wives that are OK with it or even give you your shots. You are very lucky. As for me, I'm done. Steroids aren't worth my marrage.