that's the spirit!!! Tons of good bros around here.Smurfy said:Thanks to everyone who took the time to read and respond. Good bors around here,.
still plenty of single men on EF ripe for the pickingDeterass said:You still have time to back out......
Sounds bad. Look at it this way: The only way to go now is UP.Good luck.Smurfy said:Thanks to everyone who took the time to read and respond. Good bors around here,.
lolGambino said:there's a tear in my beer
cause I'm crying for you dear
you, are on my lonely mind
GrandMaster said:say what?
Lestat said:smufy is a cool chick
yeah that really did suck.. her only real blemish.. I still don't understand that.. at first I thought it was just a big joke.. but she publicly bailed on you.. and didn't even offer to meet up after her shift was over or another time.. basically said.. "hey im working my job (2nd job, that I am quitting shortly) and don't have time for you even though you travelled all this way and will likely never have a chance to meet me again, so fuck off"Gambino said:I give her a 5 on the cool scale (1-10)
she lost a lot of cool points after ditching out on me
Lestat said:yeah that really did suck.. her only real blemish.. I still don't understand that.. at first I thought it was just a big joke.. but she publicly bailed on you.. and didn't even offer to meet up after her shift was over or another time.. basically said.. "hey im working my job (2nd job, that I am quitting shortly) and don't have time for you even though you travelled all this way and will likely never have a chance to meet me again, so fuck off"
very harsh
its a terrible shame, i still don't get it man....Gambino said:i even brought out my best visor, the gucci denim one
Gambino said:i even brought out my best visor, the gucci denim one
it was just sadSmurfy said:lol @ lestat overdramatizing the failed meet up which wasnt a meetup at all LOL
Smurfy said:Lately Ive been feeling miserable in the evening, to the point where I cant fall asleep. Im generally in a daze at night, even crying at random for no reason? wtf?
Smurfy said:and the night falls upon us once again...
Smurfy said:and the night falls upon us once again...
dude, just move over here!Smurfy said:yeah i guess there is a lot going on right now. But i dont feel like I cant handle it, until the night time comes then Im like obsessed with negative thoughts and sadness. I cried myself to sleep last night on my floor because I have no couch and no bed.
I'm definitely going to keep that in mindHumanTarget said:nothing lasts forever, even depression goes away.
you gotta check out my thread on depression in the MBS forum. i've made some strides since i started talking about it. lotsa things you can do to make it go away, for good.Smurfy said:I'm definitely going to keep that in mind![]()
mind, body & spirit.Smurfy said:whats MBS?
and if that blows up, u have me as second string loverSmurfy said:Im in the process of packing up my entire house and belongings, selling most of it, and moving to Maryland this Sunday. After sunday I dont think Ill ever be alone again at night. I'll have the Lumster with me. I really do miss him and I guess a lot is anxiety about getting this move over with. Laying on a floor doesnt help much LOL
SublimeZM said:i seriously though, yeah its happened when i first moved to this damned place. id eat dinner by myself cuase my parents always worked, and little tears would fall onto my food. it was annoying, it wasn tsobbing, just water works.
also id get super bad anxiety attacks and feel like i was falling and wanted to die for a couple months whenever id try and go to sleep.
even now, i know ill probably cry myself to sleep the first week of school this year, and most likely feel like complete shit in the morning... (and i enjoyh school to an extent, its just homework and waking up at ungodly hours really has me down)
glennds said:funny i am at age i look at college kids and think they just have the perfect life: young, free, no mortgage, noone to support, noone pressuring you to produce.
i have forgotte that being that age has its whole set of problems that you havent learned to deal with yet.
hammercurls said:try exausting yourself b4 bedtime. a good vigorous swim will knock you out trust me. then theres drug's
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