do you feel ailenated?

[M.O.D]

with the use of AAS and the personal lifestyle that comes with it do feel like your an outcast or alienated from family and friends who know your on?........also when your out in public having dinner or at the mall and people stare at you, do you feel they are saying to themselves " he must be on those evil steroids"...


well i do...i catch shit from family and friends all the time trying to make me feel guilty for something i have been doing for 20+ years...they try to make me feel like im some junkie in the gutter.....hell i worked hard from my early teens to my current age of 39...i never asked anything from anyone...i've done very well in my life..im semi-retired, i pay bills , i dont fuck people over but yet i know my close friends talk behind my back like im some fucking nut using steroids...


i love being on..its make me feel better in many ways and i never have and never would abuse them....


so why cant they just mind their own fucking business and worry about their own lives instead of judging me..

 

[M.O.D]

I feel for you brother.
That's why only a handful of people know, and those people who know actually take AS too.

i guess you cant lose with those odds.....

but when you start growing and looking freaky its kind of hard to hide it

 

[MUSTANG_18]

I feel the same way bro but only 1-2 people who are close to me know that I juice so it is not to bad.

M18

 

[decem]

i love being on..its make me feel better in many ways and i never have and never would abuse them....

i think you need to look a little closer at the above quote. are you sure you don't abuse them? are you sure you're not addicted.

i think you have modified your defintion of "addict" and "abuse" to exclude yourself from that category. when in reality you are a perfect match for those categories.

as far as family is concerned, i'm not so sure that they're thinking of you/us a nut, but moreso that they're concerned with your health due to their lack of knowledge on the topic.

 

[The_Eviscerator]

Basically the reasons you just listed have kept me from doing a heavy cycle. I don't want to become too freaky.

The government has done a wonderful job in brainwashing the easily brainwashable in to thinking like the drones that they are. People crack me up when they repeat these tired mantras like "steroids will shrink your penis" (hmmm... my penis is larger than yours). "steroids will make you impotent" (hmmmm I have a woodie right now.) "steroids will make you a mad man" (I actually feel more calm with a higher sense of well being when on).

FUCK IT... I am doing the monster cycle! People are assholes anyway.

 

[M.O.D]

yes mustang but there are also friends of yours who must at least think your on,,,im just tired of the comments and looks i get from people around me like im doing something so wrong....


hell im just growing....

 

[MUSTANG_18]

yes mustang but there are also friends of yours who must at least think your on,,,im just tired of the comments and looks i get from people around me like im doing something so wrong....


hell im just growing....

They have accused me but I just took a M&F mag and showed them the Muscle-Tech adds and said I was taking what they were hehehe

M18

 

[M.O.D]

Re: Re: do you feel ailenated?

i think you need to look a little closer at the above quote. are you sure you don't abuse them? are you sure you're not addicted.

i think you have modified your defintion of "addict" and "abuse" to exclude yourself from that category. when in reality you are a perfect match for those categories.

as far as family is concerned, i'm not so sure that they're thinking of you/us a nut, but moreso that they're concerned with your health due to their lack of knowledge on the topic.

i can honestly say i never abused steroids and i can honestly say yes im probably addicted to them...20+ years of using them i guess there is little doubt there....and even more so now at my age....i want to age my body to look as good and strong as possible...and by not abusing them i hope to keep the insides heathy also

 

[68GT350]

We're all getting into sematics here...

Half a dozen of one, six of another. I think you get addicted to the affects and not the drug itself. This ain't crack here guys!

 

[bradf13]

whats that say in the bible? "let those without sin throw the first stone!" the things other people do that you cant see would probably make you whisper to your friends too! everybody is a freek of some sort. do what makes you feel good, use your body to its potential, make it work for you. fuck those people that stare, they are probably so insecure they pick out flaws in others. there is nothing wrong with you bro! stay big!

 

[RADAR]

yeah i use that quote from the bible all the time......"Let those with the first steroid grow the biggest" RADAR

 

[Wrongun]

yeah i use that quote from the bible all the time......"Let those with the first steroid grow the biggest" RADAR

LOL you are on top form today! that breakfast of coffee and dbol certainly worked!

 

[enigma]

M.O.D., I deffinately hear you on this one. It use to bother the shit out of me, not being able to go to the grocery store for milk with out being stared at. Or people and their slightly audible steroid comments in passing,(bunch of pussies, if ya got something to say, then say it to me!). Just the feeling of always being stared at and judged as a freak. Although now it hardly ever bothers me too much, because a girlfriend of mine explained to me that it was just that these people who make these comments are just incredibly insecure people. And I have to agree with her. Although not all people share the same shitty sentiment that these assholes do. I'm sure that you have also recieved possitive a lot of possitive comments from strangers as well, but I like most tend to dwell on the assholes. Also it is our choice and goal to become this size and to obtain what is popularly considered the "freaky look". So we have to just accept that we are not accepted by the mainstream view. In short, Fuck 'em!

 

[PlateheadJim]

Aleinated, fuck yeah. The bigger I get - I'm not that big but built like a granite statue - the more people start to "wonder" and judge me. I'm in management at a large organization - all the other fucking managers are either fat and/or dieing of stress related problems (ulcers/colon shit/etc) - what a joke. Our director is obese, the upper manager is permanenly on crack or something and pretty much lives there (ultra hyper type).

 

[needleboy]

If they don't like what I do FUCK EM!!

MOST PEOPLE ARE DICKS!!!!


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[liftsiron]

M.O.D. I think that one of the reasons that people talk about you, and often stare may be because you are pushing 40, yet have a body that looks like a 25 year old linebacker, it could be envy from people to lazy to put the long hours in the gym that you have and continue to do. I don't know you but I'm willing to bet that you look and feel years younger than those people that you went to school with. I say do your own thing and more power to you, I know how you feel as I have a few years on you.

 

[fiatconspiracy]

funny how the people who are so down on AS are the same ones who drink and smoke pot everynight, like really which one is worse?

 

[win4life]

I studied this martial art where we learned to stealth and hide in shadows (invisibility stuff). One of our instructors was a cop and told us that when on patrol he noticed something in a dark park and stopped his car to watch for a minute. Just about the time he was ready to leave a guy jumped up and started running. The cop chased the guy and caught him.

The cop asked him why he ran and the guy said that he was sure the cop could see him, and the more he thought about it the more paranoid he became, so he ran.

Some people see a big guy and say, "steroids" sure, but others think, "man he's big, I should join a gym."

You just can't know what people are thinking.

 

[gzeus69]

Let's not forget what it was like to not be large and looking good - no matter how long it has been. People stare, make assumptions and ridicule because they are intimidated, conciously or subconciously. Not only intimidated by physical size and appearance but because of the dedication and sacrifice made on a daily basis to achieve that physical appearance. Most people want great physiques and on some level they resent the fact that they could have those physiques, just like us - but they lack the self discipline to achieve and maintain it. We are constant reminders to many, of their inadequecies and failures in self-discipline.

 

[curl45]

Let's not forget what it was like to not be large and looking good - no matter how long it has been. People stare, make assumptions and ridicule because they are intimidated, conciously or subconciously. Not only intimidated by physical size and appearance but because of the dedication and sacrifice made on a daily basis to achieve that physical appearance. Most people want great physiques and on some level they resent the fact that they could have those physiques, just like us - but they lack the self discipline to achieve and maintain it. We are constant reminders to many, of their inadequecies and failures in self-discipline.

That was VERY well said gzeus69. I do and I don't like it when people stare. On one hand I take it as a compliment, but on the other hand, it would be nice to be able to walk in to Wal-Mart or any place and not have all eyes on me. It makes me feel a little uncomfortable. But then they realize that if they stare too long, at least they know I can kick there out of shape face in.....and then they turn away.

 

[FarBeyondDriven]

Yeah MOD, I am 60# heavier than I was 2.5 years ago. The gym I go to is full of a bunch of weenies, fat women, and old guys. They look at me like that. I have worked at the same place for 3.5 years, they question, the afterwork beer guzzlers. LOL, the mason foreman on the job I am at now calls me Hercules. I think my mother sometimes knows, she even found syringes once, I told her that they were to fill my printer cartridges with refillable ink. People look, but I am with the crowd that says they are envious. Other one's screw em. I like it, I could be sitting in a bar everyday, could be robbing and stealing to buy crack. I would rather be making myself better.

 

[MaxBiceps]

Fuck it MOD. if anyone knows better than to let these fuckers bring you down,
it's you. If people talk about you behind your back, then they're not 'close friends.'

I know people probably say things about me, but it doesn't bother me. i used to
let shit like that fuck with me. You just gotta let it go, bro.

 

[GaryWary]

I have never been one to say something – unless I am sure that I am correct. University made me more this way. Most of my friends (actually, ….all) do drugs of some kind: ecstasy, cannabis, ketamine, coke, alcohol… all of them.. indeed I have had my moments also with those drugs listed..

I told a couple of friends about juice – and they were initially shocked. I told them about them and how the media and governments have overblown the dangers – in the same way that they spout crap about ecstasy and cannabis… (did you know there are 1 million people using ecstasy every weekend in the UK? How many of them die? Not many. This doesn’t mean to say I condone multiple pill dropping or too frequent usage). They understood. There were no problems. That doesn’t mean I will tell my girlfriend though… girls in my experience don’t understand boyfriends doing such things…. Girls want perfect boyfriends…

M.O.D – stick to your guns… carry on enjoying your lifestyle. Fuck everyone else.

PS: Did the inositol help?

 

[M.O.D]

thanks guys i will let it roll off my shoulders..

hi gary

i have been taking the inisitol and im now into my 8th day cold turkey from the paxil and im feeling better...im still having some of the side affects but it seems to be easing up.....i think i just might have it beat this time.

 

[da big thinker]

MOD,

for what's it worth,i have been following your posts and have learned from every single one of them.you are one of the few,who actually keep in mind that,it is beneficial for ALL of us,to understand what we inject or swallow into our bodies and make 100% sure that we are on the right path to success,based on our individual goals!without "abusing" these compounds...now for me,that in itself,proves to me that you have the right intentions not only for yourself,but for all of us here on this board.i for one,will continue to read and learn from your posts and make the most out of them.you have my respect!
now as for those who comment on your accomplishments,well...you will always get that.even when i was a natty not too long ago,people around me were accusing me of taking the "sauce" ...i have only one mild cycle under my name,that yielded me 25 lbs and continue to get the same comments...so in retrospect,continue to do what you do and avoid soaking the negative comments from all around you...and remember,since you have worked hard for what you have TODAY,you deserve it and nobody can take it away from you.enjoy your accomplishments and continue to intimidate those around you...PEACE.

 

[M.O.D]

da big thinker


thats very kind of you to say and i really appreciate it..this is a never ending learning process for all of us but i try my best to share some of the good and bad things i have experienced

 

[Nucc250]

The way i see it is that, there is alot of jealous people. And it makes them feel better about being fat and lazy by commenting on your use of juice. I'm sure that i know exactly what they say behind your back because i've heard it. But you know what fuck them. See i'm lucky because all my friend love drugs so if i don't give them shit then they don't give me shit.

 

[Fonz]

I have never been one to say something – unless I am sure that I am correct. University made me more this way. Most of my friends (actually, ….all) do drugs of some kind: ecstasy, cannabis, ketamine, coke, alcohol… all of them.. indeed I have had my moments also with those drugs listed..

I told a couple of friends about juice – and they were initially shocked. I told them about them and how the media and governments have overblown the dangers – in the same way that they spout crap about ecstasy and cannabis… (did you know there are 1 million people using ecstasy every weekend in the UK? How many of them die? Not many. This doesn’t mean to say I condone multiple pill dropping or too frequent usage). They understood. There were no problems. That doesn’t mean I will tell my girlfriend though… girls in my experience don’t understand boyfriends doing such things…. Girls want perfect boyfriends…

M.O.D – stick to your guns… carry on enjoying your lifestyle. Fuck everyone else.

PS: Did the inositol help?

LOL GaryWary. Spot-on about the UK drug use.

I swear most of the peple I know can't go out without
lots of alcohol+either E,Cocaine, LSD, K or Meth

Me? I like G

Godspeed

 

[DOGGY]

M.O.D
I'm in the over 40 club, and have been on for
6 years.. I know i use AS and the members here
thats it..
I get those looks,and whispers all the time, but
mostly from the wifes of the fat ass beer guzzlers.
I do love that!

My 2cents, as long as I train and stay healthy
AS will be part of my life.

Train hard my friend.
Doggy

 

[Daeo]

I could care less about what others think. I'm not out to win a popularity contest. Acutally I prefer that people leave me alone. I want them to be scared of me. Their lifestyle is funny to me. I can't grasp the concept of having a nice house, nice car, nice clothes, but not a nice body. They can talk all day behind my back if they want. It just motivates me more...

 

[harddtime]

I could care less about what others think. I'm not out to win a popularity contest. Acutally I prefer that people leave me alone. I want them to be scared of me. Their lifestyle is funny to me. I can't grasp the concept of having a nice house, nice car, nice clothes, but not a nice body. They can talk all day behind my back if they want. It just motivates me more...

wow, so well put. I'm with you 100% on that, it's so strange to see people taking care of physical objects in their life more then their own bodies.