needtogetaas
New member
It sounds to me like life has just taken a shit on you bro. nothing more the that and I dont blam you for feeling the way you do..Alright so i have just finished my PCT and the whole time i have had depression. Im having bad thoughts and feeling really down on life and re thinking everything, i know its the gear. I still have my libido the problem is my head is all sorts of fucked up. It doesnt help that in the last few months my best friend passed away, i left my long term girlfriend for another girl and ive lost my two jobs, talk about a bad run huh so now i have all this lovely free time to ponder about life and its fucked up!!! Im not feeling especially depressed about loosing size or anyhting because my training is still going really well ive barely lost strength i think the factors in my life have made it worse but is definetely the gear which is making my feel like this
Ive read serms can cause depression and also test can due to hormone imbalances, i would just like to hear some words of wisdom from some expereinced guys so i can have a better understanding of whats going on so i can feel better about it and do something to fix it.
Ill lay out my cycle and PCT for you guys
1-10 test prop 150 EOD
1-10 tren ace 75 EOD
4-10 winny 50 ED
1-8 HCG 2x 250iu's EW
1-10 bromocriptine 2.5mg ED (coudl this be a culprit?)
PCT
nolvadex 40/40/20/20
HCGenerate
Sustain alpha
Unleashed
One thing that I want you to know is you got us. You got people who give a fuck. Bro I am nothing more then a pm,email,phone call away. 1 978 378 4266 is my number and any time you get to down you call me man and I will talk with you all night.
Life sucks big dick some times and thats just the way it is. I know I have had some major down times in my life. Times when I wish I was dead and times when I should have been dead.
We get up we knock the dust off, and we get back in the fight. If we dont have what it takes we tag a friend
Bro I have found comfort and a sound mind with in the walls of this forum. I have made friends with some of the best guys I have ever met in my life. That is what ef is about. No matter what anyone says its not just the internet when you come to ef. Its about real fucking life.
You call me any day any time and you bet your ass I am there.