depressed

[MASKEDMAN]

Dudes, I don't know what it is. I was doing great. Started my first cycle about ten weeks ago finishing up. I got good results. Everyone notices, I get a lot of attention. I dont know. I am just really down in the dumps. I am 26yrs old married and have a son. He is great. I just cant seem to get out of my slump. I think it has to do with feeling old. A year ago I was single but dating my wife. A year later I am married and have a child. I had a nice sports car money and could go and come as I please. Now I feel like I might as well be 50. I sold my car to a sport utility which I hate. I dont know if its the roids or what but man I am going insane. Anyone else have this problem. I think I am just caught in the middle of being a father and husband and being young. Sorry for rambling on but I just needed to vent. Lifting has helped keep my mind off of things, but now its the summer and I see all my friends having fun and I am stuck. I feel horrible for having these feelings because I love my wife and son more than words can say. Oh well. Thanks for listening. Masked

 

[nautica]

It is a combination of everything. You have a wife and a kid - you just gotta work through it.

Nautica

btw - when your 50, you can get that sports car again.

 

[drveejay11]

Bro.....you are either entering into an early mid-life crisis mentality OR maybe your test levels are too low from improper recovery from your recent cycle?

Either way...just try to

It's called "L-I-F-E".....enjoy it!

 

[Arias]

I'm in the same boat here bro. My son is almost four now. After my son was born it seemed like I had that post pardom depression that my wife was supposed to have. I was depressed all the time, like I was in the box. My Doc put me on Paxil and my life is gradually changing. This may not be your answer but its what kept me true to my wife and a father to my son. You have to be happy within yourself before you can be happy. Do a little searching bro and see just what it is that makes you happy. Look at it this way......some people cannot find love, some people cannot have children......take a look around my friend it could be a lot worse. You may be feeling sorry for yourself? Thats ok, just look at how fortunate you are and maybe you'll see that things are different that they really are? If you are feeling more depressed then you are letting on, and you are thinking of suicide or something like that, then pm me and lets see if I can get you some real help. Good Luck bro!

Arias

 

[MASKEDMAN]

cool novice your totally right. I am feeling sorry for myself. I hate that more than anything because I am usually the one cheering everyone else up. Your right about the sole searching I have a lot going for myself right now. Like I said I dont know if its the roids because I am not normnally like or like you said a combo. I just have to get through. And I would never do anything to myself, thats selfious. Beleive me I dont want to feel this way. I just have to work through it. And like I always say to myself when I wish for more money or shit like that, there is someone out there wishing they were'nt dieing.

 

[SOLID]

keep your head up dawg. I get depressed alot...what I try to do is look at what I have....my health, great family, friends, job, truck, etc. Then think of some less fortunate people...these are just reminders for us to remember we have it good...were ok. I think of my best friend who was paralyzed diving into the ocean. He can't do all the things he used to, snowboard, skate, surf, mountain bike, walk! I get down about relatively stupid stuff- like why cant I find a cool girl, why do I have adolescent gyno, why don't I have an 9 in cock. Its seems dumb, but we all get down about one thing or another. Have you test levels checked. Think about your son, and how much he means to you- you created him bro- he's a piece of you and your wife...that's a miracle- that you created- your worthy bro- keep your head high...you'll be just fine.

Peace
SOLID

 

[drveejay11]

keep your head up dawg. I get depressed alot...what I try to do is look at what I have....my health, great family, friends, job, truck, etc. Then think of some less fortunate people...these are just reminders for us to remember we have it good...were ok. I think of my best friend who was paralyzed diving into the ocean. He can't do all the things he used to, snowboard, skate, surf, mountain bike, walk! I get down about relatively stupid stuff- like why cant I find a cool girl, why do I have adolescent gyno, why don't I have an 9 in cock. Its seems dumb, but we all get down about one thing or another. Have you test levels checked. Think about your son, and how much he means to you- you created him bro- he's a piece of you and your wife...that's a miracle- that you created- your worthy bro- keep your head high...you'll be just fine.

Peace
SOLID

Nice classy post my friend!

 

[Magnússon]

Dude, sounds like your life is freaking great. six months ago I was trying to figure out how the fuck I was gonna be able to eat that day and sleep that night. LIfe goes on, just try taking it at one step at a time and everything will work out.

 

[marky]

I wish I had what you have.

It takes a guy longer that a woman to grow up. Some of us never do. Im 41 and am feeling the desire to be settled with a family. Go figure, I never thought id feel that way

 

[Hbone]

Dude if you love them and they love you then get over it bro... Fill us in on your cycle and post cycle recovery so we maybe we can help.

P.s. At least your not chick with post pardom, My wife had it it sucked, nothing a little bit of test didnt fix...