your nuts dude, my brother has ran 3 cycles. in those he's ran sust, EQ, deca, dbol, and anadrol. he never had any problems until he ran EQ, he didn't get quote unquote panic attacks but he was definetly affected emotionally. everything his woman said and did had him wondering if he was inadequate or she wwas cheating or she wasn't happy, none of which was the case but the shit had his head playing games with him. same as this npp is doing to my head. it's now been 3 days since my last shot and today i feel much calmer and i can tell the anxiety is still there but it's definetly more under control now, if i had shot more last night which i was supposed to i'd be flipping still. i ran last cycle test enanth and var, no problems, this cycle, prop and npp, i was running the prop for two weeks before i started the npp, this is about the third week for the npp and all of a sudden im jumping outta my skin. i've had anxiety problems but mostly about 3 years ago, i might need a xanax now once or twice a year, this week it's been 4 times i've taken it. my grandpa who died i wasn't even close to. i didn't know him well since my parents divorced when i was young. the juice can fuck with your head man. and everyone has problems, and it can create problems that weren't there and enhance existing ones. bummer on the npp for me due to the fact i don't want to run deca because of deca dick. so i'll stick to test alone. it's good stuff. i feel calm with test. i shot my test last night and still calmer today so i know it's the npp, and the other guy said it's happening to him from it and he said others have said the same thing. i've pm'd with people on here who will break into a sweat if they seen a bottle of EQ because of mentally what it's done to them but other steroids don't. so lucky you guy if YOU can take whatever you want and have all the mental control to handle it.