radars cycle looks good for your 1st. My 1st cycle is the same as he suggested, i havent started it yet though. I am going to run
sust 250 mg/week 1-8
400 mg eq/ week 1-10
dbol 25 mg/day weeks 1-4
clomid afterwards, with nolvadex on hand just in case and arimidex through the whole cycle. You could run the sust at 500 mg througout since you're pretty big right now. The dbol is oral, the eq and sust are both injectables. You're gonna have to get over your fear of injections, at first i was hesitant but i have a feeling i'll grow to love the pain. believe it or not injections are safer than orals. they dont harm your liver where as orals can really hurt it. good luck bro