genarr3 said:
You feel the way you do due to fluctuating hormone levels. You just abruptly stopped a steriod regimene. Don't blame the Clomid it is helping you. Stopping Clomid isn't going to change a damn thing.
Testicle size it not a very good indication of whether your test production has resumed.
Alright, we need to talk about this becuase you seem to adamant that Clomid is not the cause of any instability in mood post-cycle - I have to disagree.
First off, when my sister took Serophene (clomid) as a fertility drug she was a complete whacko...her doctor told her its normal.
Now, I know we are men, so this is not my only evidence...
I have never, nor ever plan to do a cycle that won't get laughed at on this board. Maybe I'm a pussy...that's fine. But I use drugs like Winny, Primo, and Ox and at light doses.
I've done two cycles that were identical Primo/Winny stacks (400mg/wk - 50mg/EOD - 8 weeks)... however, the first time I did not do Clomid therapy... I had virtually no post-cycle blues, just a little bit harder of a time getting motivated. The next time I did the Winny/Primo stack I did do Clomid therapy...I was an emotional wreck. I've posted this before, and I am not proud of it, but I actually fucking cried when I got into it with a co-worker. No shit, I was completely whacko.
Side note - I kept almost 100% of my gains when I did this stack w/o clomid, but actually kept gaining, when I got off, when I did do clomid - I am by no means against clomid.
I do still get tracers at night which started last time I did Clomid and has never ceased...
My point is that I do not do monster cycles that will suppress me and lead to serious mood issues, post-cycle...so it has to be the Clomid thats fucking with me.