I'll see what I can do... So then, you still well darlin"?
As for seeking apologies - there are a few on the net that owe my HYUGE - but I know I'll never get it so I try not to think about how badly they hurt me. Rather, when I get pangs of sentiment I remember EXACTLY how they hurt me and then I dont miss them so much anymore.
I've no idea what happened to Big Buck. There was some talk that he was a fake, as in, he did not see active duty, but I have no way to know one way or another and frankly, I dont care as it didn't affect me one way or another.