OK let me lay it down for you,,, its not the drugs were addicted to (or at least not me ) its the feeling of being freaking superman, the feeling that when you walk into the bar or restruant most people there are going damn look at this bastard and its the feeling you get when you go to the bar and you see guys starring you down and you know not a motha fucker there can touch you, and then there is the girls haha that fellas is what were addicted to most definatly addicted to the feel of above human power, its an addiction to power!!!!!!!