got to fight it
I'v had all the problens told here. No antidepressant has worked for me, and I've tried everything. I mean all anti-d's, anxiety meds, sleeping pills, pain killers, recreational, etc..... Everything but the antidepressants help, but only temporarily. You wind up depending on the stuff and get a tolerance and before you know it your popping handfulls of pills or other things all day. Then when your out, you're hurting. I still almost allways have some klonopin and valium on hand for when I really need it as I am a terrible insomniac and my anger control isn't the best. Weed helps too but I have to take breaks because I wind up smoking all day. But my girlfriend prefers me smoking because I'm much nicer on it. Really need to toughen up and quit it, but it seems I constantly go back because I need my little sleep I get. But like i was saying I would love to quit it all, cause sometimes nothing helps, so why take it. I took above my recommended dose last night and didn't sleep a minute, and only a couple hours the night before. Good thing I'm laid off this weak, I've almost lost my job and have lost my freedom a couple of times due to these problems, I really need to solve this. Don't know if you have children, but learning to put thier needs first is helping me more than anything. Also, if I remember correctly you may be into Budhism, does meditation help you? May have went off base on you, sorry. But the little guys waking from his nap, gotta go. Wish I slept like him. Feel free to pm me, good luck bro.